On the Scratch Line

So far..

2010-11-11T07:41:00.002+08:00

..from home.

So far, quite okay.

So far..

Happy Chicago trip ^^

Love my naturally brown hair ^^ blueks

So far, I knew I abandoned my blog. Hee..

So far, the ang mos gave me lots of not so good impression >.<

I am taking WOST 381, History in Love, Marriage...I can't remember;

and so, we have a progressive research paper to do, the system randomly put us into groups of three, and yay group work means less work, right? Oh no, first stage, proposal due: the senior in my group, "oh don't worry we will be doing great... I am a senior here so if you have any question..." and she promised to do the starting work. So so good! And then she dropped the course 3 days before the due date.

So left the two of us. Happy, she seems friendly ^^ and we said "shit" to that senior, not in front of her of course. Second stage, bibliographies due. One week before due date, she's lost. She has job. Very busy punya. I got depressed. The problem is solved, but she handed me her part which is thiiiiiiiiiiiis far worse than what I have been getting from group members since 2 years ago. Ah.

Physics lab. This one is interesting Lol. From the first week I got an ohlang, twice of my size. Very not study type. So okay, to speed up and finish lab earlier every time, I do almost everything fast. He should have read the manual why keep asking me? "Can you tell me what to do I just wanna learn" *Can you read the manual I don't have time to tell you one by one for each lab >.<* For like 3 lab sessions.. I am depressed too. Then after holiday, I happily get different lab partners every week -.- One thing I notice thou. I will definitely ask if they have been doing individual/group reports. I have never do group report. They do. But they let me sense that they don't trust me <.<'' Why? "Oh, I usually did group report with my previous partners.. it's okay, I can do individual report.*smile*" I said, it is okay if you want a group report (a very happy solution because normally, out of 10 pairs, at least 8 groups will do that; lesser workload!) But, she insisted to do individual punya. Sua.

Spanish Language. We have this group of 3 works too. The lecturer has repeated many times that she apparently do not like Google translator generated sentences. I got these two guys partners. So.... they don't use Google translator, they use Iforgotwhatname translator instead. And for many times, all grammars got so wrong I wanted to shout, your score, is my score. Do you know that? :)

Organic chemistry. No complaint. I love it. Why? No group tasks. No ang mos. Haa.

Now I love Asians. Why am I here?

October 1

2010-10-02T03:45:00.011+08:00

I didn't realize it is October first today. So I have been in the States for one and a half month. From insisting on using the odorless paper dollar instead of the coins that we couldn't recognized to counting every single cents correctly and reluctant to pay tips or to put the change in whatever embellished cute basket or "EVERY CENTS COUNT" etc. container while gulping at some 5 dollar notes in them which were probably 'thrown in' by some so generous people, we knew we were used to this place already.

It feels like our first sem back in Intec, getting used is not a bigger matter than studying and meeting deadlines @.@ At least, we have undergone the phase when we can't even catch what the lecturer or classmates are talking about. But.. the homework loads are.. are just.. so unimpressively heavy!

Thanks to the busy life, I seldom think of home. Kinda. But when I do, omg, it will be so much I really want to go back and go talking to my mom in her room and drive to the vegetarian restaurant I had been visiting at least thrice a week and have a meal and visit kiku zakura for those sushi sets o(╥﹏╥)o

You know what I had just learned? Products and service in Malaysia are so cheap =.= Maybe that explains why certain service is not as good but! they are still cheap (︶︿︶) . So cheap that I think when I go back I will never hesitate to get those imported foods anymore. Why? After converting the prices are almost similar. Exception: chips, starbucks, pizzas (eww), nothing more I can think of. =.=''

So far, I am fine with the classes. Except that I am having more.. and more.. and even more tendency to skip class. But sadly I basically couldn't do that as frequent as I wish to. All 5 subjects and 1 lab I am taking has something to do with attendance. I-clicking attendance, call-every-name attendance, write-your-name-on-the-paper attendance. ALL!~ eeee.

I am so waiting for next Tuesday 930pm, which marks the end of my first examssss phase this semester and the approaching to that 4 days of holidays with shopping and fun ^^ And yay finally we bought salmon <º))))>< >heeeeee thanks to my teddybear XD

October liao~ means.. 2 and 1/2 months more. means.. we are going to wear more shirts.

If I were given another choice, this wouldn't be my choice. What study abroad. I want to do study home. >_<

Tiam I think I am getting chubbier. Lol.

I need another day off

2010-09-08T22:12:00.005+08:00

like seriously.. =(

week 3 sudah dying dying~

An apple from the nearest and probably smallest farmer's market.

And a fresh baked scone, photo unavailable, scone already digested and discharged -.-

Continue with the Lake Michigan photos :)

The sand was sooo hot but the water was sooooooooo cold

At the nearby town, we saw many doggies!

This one looks like alien jiu ada..

Fat doggie, he must be feeling warm all the time..

I was like a blind lady with a guiding dog -.-

Then there was a carousel :)

but we didn't have a token to ride XD

Hee~

Weird face -_-''

Looking at my jumping bean which is probably dead now, I don't have time to take care of it -.-

Boom! ;)

Today was so cold at 7 in the morning that my limbs harden on the way walking to class =.=''

Indoors are...aksdnxnasljepw awesome~ Lol.

All photos credit to Jasonstyle :P

今天，我不想说话。

2010-09-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

如果妥协是这样的，我宁可单独。

想装上挂锁，掩饰所有。

If you are angry, I am mad.

Week 2 already.

2010-09-02T07:14:00.004+08:00

And I am tired. Because it feels like mid-sem exam already. =.= Things go worse as my English is like.. regressed liao -.-''

Menstruation On. Makes me look somber, walk slower, talk lesser.. but a bit smarter lol. *somehow it feels so* But the stomach feels so bad I kept thinking to skip the classes and lectures >.<''

September already O.O

Next semester, I will not arrange 730am classes anymore, I want to skype with family :) Now I have 4 days of 730am classes I feels my mind withered every morning =.= but I am happy with my timetable, I don't have any classes after 2.30pm :) Happiest on Thursday no class after 1015 am!! :D

I miss sushi =[

Provolone cheese is nice :)

I want to try Spinach wrap.

I want to eat Pappy's and Silver Dipper's ice cream.

Hee. Fat die me.

And you know what? I start to love those bunny graham, goldfish graham.. maybe soon I will try more shape ones :D

Went to Lake Michigan last Sunday. Tiring but fun with a chance to see all the unfamiliarities.

That lake is more like an ocean, true.

Ang mos really love the sun, true.

I don't love sun that much, true.

these photos are from psl.

A park somewhere near the lake.

Looks more like Beach Michigan..

Super hot sun and sand,

with SUPER cold water.

Peace ^^

Purdue U

2010-08-29T05:27:00.006+08:00

I am supposed to be doing some revision now.. after the first week of classes =.= It feels pathetic to me actually, in some way. Intec's first week is always a holiday. Lol.

So on the 16th I departed.

In KLIA,

My meimei was there, dad and 2 uncles were there. Mom wasn't thou =(

From the moment I went on the car (omg I miss driving lol), the only thought I have was "did I forget anything??" =.='' and I was super tired with the 3-4 hour sleep I could get on the previous night.

photo credits to junjun's camera

Then things started to go so fast @.@

Photo credit to junjun's camera

Fast as in.. after 6 hours? We reached Taipei.. stepped on the land for 15 minutes and went back to board the plane -.-'' Then another 12.30 hour journey to LA, 1 hour of waiting for custom clearance, running to board the next flight, on Delta domestic 4-5 hour flight to Indianapolis, reached, 1.30 hour car journey to Purdue, West Lafayette, settled registration and check-ins, open bank savings account.., put stuffs, went Walmart, came back... deadly exhausted.

Outside of our apartments. :)

Somewhat called our main location, we walked here almost every day, for classes and etc.

Inside Purdue Memorial Union. I like the whole building. lol.

Marsh. I like. I don't like Walmart. :P

photo credits to junjun

My items too! lol.

Jason ambil punya, he has custom made copyright signature, so that's the credit. XD

2 weeks passed. 3 years should be fast too. :)

Taking Spanish language.. and History in Love and Marriage -.-''

They sounded fun, but learning them could be tiring. Really.

Getting ready..

2010-08-14T21:41:00.004+08:00

My blog is so dead -.- heee who cares~

I forgot how long I have been having holiday. But throughout the weeks, I seldom had time to even feel bored. Keeping myself busy at home, helping mum to fetch students and siblings, buying stuffs blabla..
Then I got myself a work, to get more cash -_-'' which in the end, I got many new friends too :)

During every working break for that omg 8 freaking long days..*imagine you stay in the mall for at LEAST 12 hours per day @.@* I will sit at this particular place in the mall, right in front of many watches, and eat~ and read (a bit bit..), and listen to songs, and just stare into the air, AND enjoy the time wearing sandals instead of the shoe which tortures. Well we just couldn't tahan more standing after 10 compulsory standing hours.. which we promoters of course, did curi tulang when they are seriously no passerby AT ALL, not even a mosquito. -.-''

stayinthemallwholedaydelook -.-
Oh I worked for Johnson&Johnson company.. promoting their bodywash lotion & Listerine (not really, I was just promoting the discount price. Who doesn't know JnJ?)
Good standing experience -.- Miss one sampat aunty who gossiped about everything on earth XD

After the job, I started bringing alllll things I own in the house out, sort them, dispose some, kept some, and pack some.. hee.. for 3 weeks the room feels so small.. heee

Then I had some sweet times meeting people and eating here and there :)

Me Sovitha PeiWun HuiSin
♥ Peiwun, I remember you are the first person I talked to in high school :D
♥ Sovitha, I remember you as my best band partner, and SUJU's fans. XD
♥ HuiSin, I remember you are always like our mother in 4/5S2 :)))

Now the hair is neaterrr~ ♥♥

Just in case if you are still wondering.. I am leaving to Purdue University in Indiana on coming Monday. aaaaaah.

Hello and Goodbye

2010-07-12T21:43:00.005+08:00

So on June 22nd (should be correct..) I have graduated from Intec. :D
Everything was short and sweet except for someone's ''motivating'' speech =]
Thanks lecturers and Intec for everything :)
Things came so soon I didn't know I only have few chances left to really meet some people..
2 years? tata~ ♥♥
You had no idea how fast was I to pack and leave Akasia.. I could feel I was the first to get my stuffs cleared and the first to drive home from Akasia that afternoon. Lol.
I don't miss that place, frankly. But I miss the people. :] ♥

Anyway, Happy graduating~ ♥

******

One and a half week later, we went to Kuching~ :) which has been planned for more than half year lol.
We ate many many kolomee -.-, ate and bought many many sio bee, bought ♥♥kek lapis♥♥ (omg omg omg I can eat nothing but that nice nice nice although there are many coloring used lol, one more birthday wish: Have kek lapis in Purdue -___-''), they drank many many layeredTehC, I drank many many liang teh, ate laksa which is so not west-malaysian-laksa lol etc.
We traveled to Lundu, Bau, Bako National Park.. saw many healthy animals (they are if compared to west malaysia's lol) ♥
and I literally brought much sand from the two beaches back to my home, because they hide in my clothes and were too small to be cleaned totally -.-

A huge thank to Jason, Kelvin, Michael and Beverly, and their parents and home and cars :]
We were hardly hungry lol.
And not to forget Jessie Chen [which is lying on the floor in coming photo] for bringing us so much fun and fur. ♥♥

Aaaand, Bako's trails were fun fun fun ♥, but with the sun sun sun... we are not that fair already. Yeah I can be called fair a week+ ago.. lol. But not now =.=

I had fun watching them playing and laughing cho dai di, had fun soaking in the super salty sea water, had fun eating animals (omg XD), had fun mingling with a group of guys who only talk about 3 things: Dota, Fifa, Girl (in some rare case, Akua). Wow all from 4 alphabets. XD Had fun eating, had fun utilizing my legs, had no fun feeding mosquitoes and what flies, had fun communicating with Jessie Chen, had fun drinking pumpkin soup (-.-), had fun looking at someone's super narrow eyes lol.. ♥
and and and~!! had fun being an assistant photographer. XD Job scope: walking around with photographer while being a supernonprofessional part time model. wee.

And then after a blink, it's time to say tata. =[

I think I need more than a month to be this fair again lol.
I don't care if my dad likes that ''healthy tan'', I can't get used to that XD
Around one month+ to leaving. Eee.
♥

June Ten

2010-06-13T14:15:00.004+08:00

After few hours of shopping with Melanie and Miss Oh, we had barbecue the next at Mel's house. Big thanks to Mel and her family, and Miss Oh too for helping, and semua lain yang attend :)

I have to admit that that night was the night with least sleep I had have since I was born lol. Even for pai ti gong or study for final exam, I would have slept at least 4-5 hours lol.
Blame the mind breaking Angel and Demon game >.<'' Somehow I wondered why the game is not that playable during the day when we all are having saner mind. lol.

Anyway.. the whole night was somehow tiring but fun. Most of whom I have only really known since ACTP year, and are going to fly to Indiana with me yay. lol. Manakala a few others are flying to different states, but we will still meet yay~

Somehow too.. I found out that when we gather, we couldn't really run out of topic. Seriously.. But that is magic. :]

Not even getting bored because they always have qi qi kuai kuai eh things to do. -.-

All of us, with ♡~

Photo credits to Michael Boon's camera and Mel's brother :)

And this one, xiexie Michael; I know you are already dying for a DSLR lol.

And then the next day, I napped for 6 hours until dinner time, and slept for another 9 hours at night, and is still sleepy..

Oh god oh god oh god. 9.5 days and I am done with my first year of American degree. sweet. =]

Brainsick Shopping

2010-06-12T12:26:00.002+08:00

with my dad and younger sister to Pavillion. Lol.
Both of them argued all the way to the mall and all the way (almost..) back to home. -.-

Dad was so slow.. 80km/h, to avoid saman.. He would rather spend the money than donating it to JPJ lol..

We were super hungry and in first minute we decided to eat at Ying Ker Lou, restaurant serving Hakka cuisine.

I had lei cha cold noodle, a very raw one hehehe *like* but.. should have ordered hot one, because somehow.. I can digest cold/raw stuff faster and hence.. I was hungry soon after that XD

Um.. Hakka's meals are more healthier I think.. many raw raw stuffs lol

I like the dumplings because it was super warm XD and fresh~ :]
and I miss that black sesame dessert, so so warm and thick!~
No Ying Ker Lou or in Indiana kan..? =.=

Then I saw this kid having this balloon with him, cute heeee..
the dinosaur hops behind, its feet works! XD

ahh goshh.. so near to mid August. >.<

Heee

2010-06-03T20:10:00.005+08:00

I was too lazy and somehow reluctant to open my blog.. heeee.. well that is not a crime heee..

Summer semester is great. One subject, Two hours per lecture, Three days per week, Four free days per week, high Five~.. Many outings, many sleeping, many busy, many driving, many Facebooking, many movies, many plans, but money is getting... little. lol.

Some photos from here and there.. hee

Spring '10 Literature class with Mr. Kamal and Californians. :)

Everyone in California class~ =)

Cell Biology last Lab. Repeated those experiments for the Nth time in my life.. XD
*I look like I am hiding downward lol..*

Group 7 during BTN. :I

*kaachak!* -.-

Went to Bukit Raja for Italian food one day and visited I-city.. should be called Light City instead lol.. nothing so 'I' to me..

Fun evening with 4 of them :)

4 xiao hai zhi.. lol

3 ambassadors.. XD

I know you hate raw stuffs. But I like. Can? heee.

For many days at home, I doooooo help my mum okay. So Chloe, don't hate me for keep leaving you at Akasia o, I got miss you de le.. :)

My mum fetches students. Me too~

A xiao mei mei my younger sister dislikes because the one above likes to stick to the sister.. -.-

Pada suatu evening too, went for a dinner at Lavender with dad.. yang quite boring..
I forgot why we went there, normally we don't.. forgot gok..

But I was kinda happy having the Chocolate banana toast hee.. sweeeeet.. good for toothache -.-

and did many things :) with many ones. :)

So.. One more day to some injections lol
One more week to BBQ with friends :)
One x 2 more weeks to meeting dentist, doctor, course registration, (hopefully) starting to settle VISA stuffs etc etc..
One more month to Kuching trip with friends :)
Two more months+ to.. :(

Sleeping soon~

Good night.

I am lost

2010-05-02T20:30:00.005+08:00

in my own updates. Lol. Well I guess I stopped typing before final exams? :P

Happeee~ my CTES paper was quite a mess, I wrote so little.. Cell Biology was.. erh.. well you know when you skipped some parts that you were quite sure it wouldn't come out but it happened to be on the paper.. lol.. and Chemistry oh God I wish I were a smarter girl XD

And then after some long nice nap and sleep, we went to BTN camp. Mine was in Tg. Rhu, Sepang. My conclusion: I would never want to go to BTN camp again. -.- So don't make me a kakitangan kerajaan if possible. =[

Oh and some photos..

I seriously did study for Cell Biology, read twice - thrice and so I was so excited to see many lac operon questions in the paper Lol. And I purposely set the table facing the ''sea'' so that I have better mood to read.. -.-''

Eii? Oh ya cooked this on the weekend after finals. Heee~ Have to learn more before leaving O.o

Ini nyamuk wanted to join me while I was studying for Literature last quiz. Sad quiz. =(

Xie xie Chloe~ ke ai ke ai~ :)

Xie xie ni ni ni ni heee~ ngaiti ni ah niii~~

Hi. XD
why I looked so dark one..? -.-

And then I went kai kai~ and eat as if to fill back the space in intestines that couldn't be satisfied during BTN -.-'' and watched Ip Man 2, and hee and haa~ Summer semester is just so near. :)

Oh.. I have chosen, Purdue University. :)

So ah, sleep, with no guilt. weeeeeee!!!

♥

I couldn't feeeel~

2010-04-11T10:44:00.005+08:00

the weekend,
at all. O.O

Hari itu black out =( I wasted some hours and went to the uncle house and did almost nothing but took 2 photos*lol* and went back home and that's it.

For every semester, long semester I mean, study leave/study week/revision week is never present. Why? Don't know. =(

CTES final on Sunday. Why? Don't know. @.@

Our papers last till Thursday. Why? Don't know. T.T

BTN.. WHY? Don't know. O.o

Stressed? Don't know. XD
Somehow I am like *ok whatever* already. Thinking all I have been doing are only shortening my life..? Don't know. =)

But holiday is near. I KNOW!! :D
11 days to go. wee! Okay maybe I should wee for BTN too, getting over with it is better than having it on mind. eeee.

Wah. Holiday. Wee. Sleeping. Smiling. Shopping. Slacking. Slowing down. heee. Maybe a job? Yaaa..

Come back to reality..

I haven't studied for final. wee. -.-

Yes, I do

2010-04-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

look like a dead person lately..
The mother says my eyes have lost their focus,
the sister says "wah.. you look like..",
the brother says I look sickly pale..
I say, "uh.. I am just.. tired."

I would say sleeping is more important than studying, because my eyes get sore, even sore if I think back on the money spent on them, my neck gets stiff, my shoulder turns pain, and I am all day giddy, and my eyes sore. =(

Coffee sickens me.
Chicken essence sickens me.
Vitamin B complex supplement gives me no effect.

Sleep heals, but it has to be continuous to heal me fully.

My room mate and I has been napping for every few hours or at least lying down for every few minutes of works; these help. =) But not much =(

We officially finished out term paper yesterday.
Tried my best. Don't have their omg morethan25pages, but I am satisfied. :)

Snacks are good when it comes to assignment, and slumberous eyes after more than N hours looking at the screen. :)

I hope BTN is set after summer, somehow. Not that I don't want it to end soon, is that I think right after finals, I will be totally in a system-down condition.

I miss holiday.
A proper holiday.

So, which university are you going? Haaaa~ will get that updated soon.. I think.

My weekend

2010-03-27T11:21:00.006+08:00

ends on Friday afternoon, after a nice and long Thursday sleep. =_=
I keep on telling myself that one more month~~~ plus a week!~~ I'll have time~~ to sleeep~~ 10hr~~~ every day!~~~ XD

I seriously don't know if it is normal to be able to only do less than 2 pages of my term paper per day. It even feeeels funny to look at the long sentences that I was reluctant to end with a dot. lol.

I know I'm slow.. v_v and now I am super kia si already.
Coming one month is like.. another omg we should endure and be alive afterward.
2 more presentations, 3 more assignments, numerous more exams and very little sleep.
*thank you for motivating meee ♥*
So for the next few weeks, we should start preparing for finals by:

Listen to lecture and put more effort to not falling asleep than understand what's on the slide.
Eating
Rushing term paper
Sms-ing
Online-ing
Flipping books
And asking your friends "study already?" and phew if they say No. LOL
hee~

-Last Saturday at Sunway-
had some nice inexpensive food in Sakae Sushi, they are surprisingly better than Sushi King which offers higher priced foods.
*what I ate with dd:*
♥ If you like cheesy thing you'll like this hee. ♥
*dd likes this ho*
♥♥ If you like raw salmon you'll like this super much heeee! ♥♥
*i like this super much tq dd~~*
Chawanmushi with some very fishy smell thing on top lol. ♥
and some other that we'd swallowed before we can take any photo. :P
*indirectly introducing bbdd's ring lol:*
It was a relaxing day that ended with a huge pile of guiltiness for dumping the assignment at home. -.-
Can I go back mumbling about term paper again? I don't know if what I have typed are what I thought. And alas, I lost a super important paper that I had jotted down my paper's planning scheme and I do think I might need to scan through the book for.. the 3rd time V_V

If you are good at swallowing huge tablets, teach me the skill =.=
I will never trust any "easy to swallow" label again. swt.

Bought 3 tops for no reason. One reason: Stressed. can?
But I do have to thank my mum whose cook-for-us frequency is 10/365days for cooking :)

So, what to do?
Except keep eating, sleeping and waking up facing Microsoft Word until the ideas gone dry and I'll eat and sleep and... again~ :)
*♥ ya*
JieHong is flying to Japan on Monday, all the best la~ hee.

You need to be prepared

2010-03-19T10:12:00.003+08:00

if you want to speed on the road..
otherwise, this is what you will get:

heee..
I miss that super purple pao I don't care if it's mere coloring lol.

So.. this week is not as depressing as exam week. But I do like exam week.. because that's the only time I am tuned for study, eat, and sleep and nothing else. Geeky enough. Once the exams are over, I'm dead. Deadly lazy. -_-

This week is supposed to be fun, I think =.=

My roommate had a nightmare on her term paper. And the housemate and I were like.. "we just haven't STARTED our nightmare" at least she is on the way already lol. Mine will start soon =)

Was super exhausted yesterday, but miraculously I woke up at 830 but not 11 or 12pm. Hee.

I am hungry now -.-

Occasionally I hope a choice is given to me, not me choosing from the choices. Application is way easier than er.. choosing :P

I miss clarinet weiii.. eee..

Okay going back to finish my 2nd-time reading for the term paper novel. Oh oh. We have proposal to do?

Just feel like covering the left eye. I suang. XP

Morning!~
sneezing nonstop..

I am amazed

2010-03-12T23:05:00.005+08:00

that I can stay alive and not appearing on the newspaper "Seorang gadis berumur 19 telah... akibat drpd konflik.. serta depression (lol) yang..."

Weird week. I feel weird myself. very weird. somehow. I saw something changed in the page. And feel super.. don't know what. eee. Take hundreds of year to understand these sentences. :)

I disappoint people, as much as I disappointed myself. As always.

Hah. Went to the bakery which ~~makes~~ made Chocolate mint cake, and was told that they don't make that anymore. Brother, your fault. Lol.

Take my head away. @.@

Felt weird again. With my family. the Parents. I wonder they are normal -.-. Mum side lecture as breakfast, dad side lecture as lunch. I was so full. So full I wanna throw out. but I don't wanna throw them. more. at you. So I digested. XD

Learning to appreciate life.MORE.

Learning to avoid sickness.HOW. -.-

Learning to eat more.LEARNED. XD

Learning to sleep less.UNLEARNED.Don't wanna learn. :)

Learning to see.You.

How long can you stand me? stand my ever ill mood?

An aftermath..

2010-03-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

of a very deep sleep after a very tiring week:

I only realized that I kicked it so terribly at night that I found it lying like that in the afternoon after I have waken up for.. 6+ hours? XD

See, I did literature assignment with heart, a lot of them, like ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥, but I don't think the outcome is any great lol. I knew when I have time to err play with the mirror, it was already past 1am. Weekend eh? eee.

Anywayyyy, tata to the last midterm in Intec. I will, might miss you.
Gosh next week I shall get heart dysfunction thrice getting my papers back.
Ah, never mind, they'll never ever mind even if I fail. hee~

I keep entertaining myself by doing silly things lol. I had fun lol.
So? Lol. XD

Headache, headache.

Frustrated

2010-03-05T21:40:00.007+08:00

Over the midterm papers. But I am not emo :)

Over the weather~
Over the tiredness~
Over the headache~
Over the backache~ *lol like an old lady*
Over the under-PMS brother. *wth is wrong with him? Almost accused me for the faulty light bulb and talked to me like thaaat. Anger.*
Over the undone tasks. *Gosh*
Over the never-seems-to-be-reaching score reports.
Over the stain I can't get rid of *lol*..
Over the thought of coming weeks~
Over the fear of marks =__=
Over the inherent ability to keep falling asleep and to keep have to be asleep -.-
O.v.e.r

Appreciated
Amy's soup :)
My pillow and bed, making me love them so much I just wanna keep sleeping -.-
Hugs I got :)
My patience to keep waiting for the score reports -.-
My past, those that made me who I am today, both happy and not ones :)
My many sandals which keep dying, I mean breaking, in weeks and not months under my feet. -.-
My dad who finally is aware that I am flying which I deduced from this question "So you are flying in which month?"
My mom who seems to be so gan jiong "When you are leaving right, put all your stuffs up there, nicely." -.-
Anyone who has helped me in studying for midterm hee.
My effort to re-read alllll short stories and found out the pleasing and meaningful literary feelings they can provide, and hardly went through the 20marks "The Glass Menagerie". =.=

See, I am not emo. Lol.

Dislike Sunday..

2010-02-28T11:17:00.004+08:00

Dislike dislike d.i.s.l.i.k.e

deeeeeslaaaaaik.

If you see properly.. Bear has hair clip on it XD

I miss the beach I miss the sleep I miss the days.. when I have nothing but so much to think. -.-

My official unofficial time to cry for midterm is um, near. If there's some kinda injection which will make me study..

Trying super hard (not really) to save the allowance to er, subsidize my own laptop soon, an external hard disk, and some stuffs? Why don't I just stop spending yay~ -_- Don't make me spend thank you =)

Currently addicted, er, to Salonpas patches. I couldn't sit diam-diamly without it just now =.=

You must be thinking why am I so free to post this.. Because I have mood, doesn't mean I have time. -.-

Life, what do you want from me?

Time flies~ kan?
I am old d.
XD
Crap.

Glow glow~

Some photos

2010-02-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

taken by the sister:

Feel short, but cute mah short. lol

Super like my brother's expression XD
"hmph unfair I am not in hmph" XD

Sleepy eyes heee

Daddy's mummy's sister's traditional house. Likie! The feeeeel it gives is something indescribable. :)

Hee. For 3 years I am not going to see this and 'participate' by helping the parents on this. Gonna miss it. Hee. That was when we were paipai-ing to the ancestors. Hee.

***

March is going to hectic, feverish, sleep depriving, scary, malnourished (-.-), and sleep depriving.

**Scream**

Week 9 of the semester is.. horrible. Monday is a whatever die then die; Tuesday CTES assignment due, presentation; Wednesday Chemistry test =(; Thursday Cell Biology Test T.T; Friday Literature Quiz.. The week after that, Technical writing presentation and website design due, Literature term paper almost almost due.. this due, that due.. but my sleeping debt is long ago due too. @.@

My old migraine attack is back.. =((

Today is public holiday, and well.. Mummy suddenly wanna go to Dong Zen temple, to SEE THE ORCHID UNCLE SAYS VERY NICE. To tell you facts about my family members, it's gonna be funny. Today I learned something new too. My mom takes care of her cars better than she would on us. =_='' The car's 'skin' has problem then she can spend to polish it. My skin got problem? She will find a reason to blame me for getting that skin. Lol. Cute her~

Yap. I am at home, trying to stay away from making myself more tired with the trip, trying to knock my head with hand hoping that the migraine can be knocked off -.-, and trying to get used to miss the outings that they plan. Hm, sounds okay.

*Ops* thunder! *YAY!* Lol. I simply love storm, thunder.. just the sound they could make hee.

Hope I can be alive after next week tests, feel so unprepared =( Blame myself, I am not the study type.. And I can't make myself thaaat studious and that's why I can't be (and don't really wanna be thaaat smart) lol.. Sorry to MrKamal if my assignment just doesn't meet your standard. I will try to be smart -.- Super miss the clarinet d.. Miss the swimming pool that parents hate too lol. And I even miss sleeping without alarm. Lol.

All the best to those who are going to be so so so so tired next week. :)

Y(∩_∩)Y

Sweet burden

2010-02-21T12:01:00.002+08:00

is when you go back home each week, you don't see/talk with the family more than you doing the house chores;
is when you sit around the dining table eating with them, never more than ten times per year, feeling the completeness;
is when you get a holiday after 2 months, still exhausting, but wake up at 7-8 every morning to lend a hand while thinking about your undone assignments, mixing with a huge 'give face' responsibilities to celebrate..
is when you have helpled whole day and people went complain on you smsing like SO much.
is when you spent 3 days celebrating and worry so much the next day.
is when you spend 4nights of your holiday sleeping after 1a.m. @.@
is when you still want another day for holiday even it is because darurat, or maybe, ah just get me an MC..
is when you look at the clock ticking so fast as if it is so happy and proud with its irreversible ticksss that you want to smash it into pieces -.-
is when you miss your friends but you don't miss the situation you are going to meet up with them =(
is when your neck has gone so stiff you will wonder if you had one.
is when you now even enjoy closing your eyes since there's no time to sleep..

eee~

年初一, Sunday:

Red here red there. Happy happy~ Got some angpau. Ate some food. Lol..

I think that everyone should set a boundary on knowing about other people. If they want to let you know, they will tell. If they don't tell you, don't turn yourself to an interrogator, you don't want people to ask you like that.

生命少了那些坎坷，就会变得很乏味。

**
年初三, Tuesday:

Just got back from Penang, super tiring trip. Er.. I enjoyed my sleeping times, somehow the eyes just wanted to keep closing.. lol.

Not a super great happy trip but, yea I'm satisfied spending time with family. =)

年初四, Wednesday:

Only started my literature assignment, which gave me a lot of headache to squeeze my thoughts out. It just doesn't feeeel like CNY anymore~ =(

年初五, Thursday:

Went somewhere? Lol.
Hah. Watched Big Small Soldier with uncle and cousin and dad and sisters, laughed. yay.

Ada orang says ini macam dalam pub =_=''
yea, so sleepy can~~ sleep..

年初六, Friday:

Forgot where I went, I just remembered my family had dinner at 大团圆 restaurant lol.. Oh ya, blackout for 2-3 hours, which was my deciding factor to go out for dinner, and window shopped for around an hour.

年初七, Saturday:
Went OldTown to eat bun lol. Talked to my uncle and aunt, nice nice. Bought a sandal wee. Bought a keychain swt. Had dinner at 龙门 with family, another reunion dinner, I just like that feeeel. Alien me, I rarely have the chance to look at 5 faces when I am eating. :) Bye bye to elder sister who is back in Kampar, remember my lollipops. -.- Ask him to get me rare ones can or not? :P *EH!! You forgot to pass me your J-card duhh.*

年初八，Sunday:

Want to help my parents on later Pai Ti Gong but I look sick, feel sick, and is sick. @.@ facing this screen is killing my brain, my sight, and my body and my soul.. T.T
Even funnier, each disconnection Streamyx gives is like a stroke attack for me. -.-

Let me~~ sleeep~~ one more YEAR~~ =.=

I am..

2010-02-06T08:54:00.003+08:00

an emo kia. XD

My toefl vexation has ended. Wee~ Thank you daddy for your money, and thank you dd for everything~ hee~

Assignments are all coming to us like.. tsunami.. Gosh this will definitely last until April, for people who are lazy like me -.-

Went to MACEE for a DV Conference by Prof. Brenda Flanagan. Nice one, only problem I have was to trying to digest whatever given as fully as possible, which made me feel like a turtle. (-.-)''

Cell Biology Test1 on Thursday. "Die lah" already~ Thank You.

My house's gate is like in a separuh condition. With a gap that's to be left until the end of CNY. Blame the metalworkers they can't get our exterior gate done earlier. Lol. For the first time in my life I am going to see a new gate being set up at the house, which I had stayed for... 19.4 years! XD sampat.

Looking forward for CNY heee!! Angpao (well money has become super important when I see how they flooooow out from my wallet -.-) , food, reddish everywhere, sleep, meeting uncles who will definitely ask when I'm flying, food, meeting aunts who will guess our ages, sleep, meeting people who will say "wahh grow up d huh? lenglui lengcai d wohh", food, a lot of praying, sleep, and last but not least cry for Midterm exam at the end of all of the fun. =_=

Ah. *Neck turning stiff* *stretch* *crack* =.=

Miss daJie Kylie when you're back I hope you have the power to help cleaning the house I am dead and dried -.-

Omg I just came to a consciousness that it is 6th of February already. Cepatnya..

Cham. Am so babied lately. XD

Find hundreds of reasons to smile today and
be the reason for someone else to smile~ :)

Nice Friday

2010-01-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

Aha! Toefl score.. tomorrow.. aha.. omg.. lol..

Got more tired lately. Hee. Tahan tahan. Going back home means wee soft comfortable bed, but it also means woo lots of house chores and cleaning. I am happy that I am doing them, knowing no one else is free enough to do them, and~~~ ahh just that few more months for me to help, kan? :)

5 more pages to finish "Little Children". Omg I am gonna re-read it for sure. I like the sentences so much as they tell how people are and could be thinking in their shoes. Like like like! Plus it is not boring, not chim chim... :)

This lengcai uncle has a tattoo. Wah. Came and did dunu what to the air conditioners..

The mummy. Very nag-able, but nice! :)

Ohh.. See what the new curtain in Akasia can do..
Well the first night after the curtain was put on, I got insomnia XD
Well somehow the redness was too intense for me. hee.
Maybe they thought we sleep too much.. haha

Was waiting for the wugui dad to send me to ShiYing pre-departure gathering at Centro Mall.
Ahhh~ nice dinner, nice talking, nice night. All the best in Australia hee~

Sushi sushi sushi sushi sushiiii~ wee~!!

Good night~

Don't see.

2010-01-24T15:47:00.002+08:00

Nah Kylie the stair stair~
I think everything at home is brown eh..
Ni mummy bought another aircon (neh in the boxes), kinda accidentally =_=''
tata see you soon get me souvenir can or not?
From kareee also okay XD

Wah.

2010-01-23T14:56:00.004+08:00

Playing catch-up this week. I need more space, more time, and more diligent cells =.= Given the time, I turn lazy. Ahh!

Good enough with my life and mind. I am not that hot-tempered this semester XD

But I think I am lazier, and am finding ways to fill up holes in my life, but not with studying a lot. =( If any disaster did hit, what for that I study so much and burn all the time I could spend learning how to live? eee. Kena study also, for you mummy! and you daddy! and maybe a little bit of myself lol.

It is funny to look at your mummy in the weekends, giving her a smile and some sense of spoiled-child-ness, but what she can and will do is to nag nag nag naggg~ about your father to you. lol. Thank god those were only from money matters.. I am so oblivious to it, and immune. hee. I bet she can nag forever, and he can take/nag back forever too.

I am super having mood for life. Positive ones. But at the same time I am super having no mood for certain stuffs. Scold me!! =.=

Wah. Tenth Nokia phone at home. 5 Maxis, 3 Celcom, 3 Digi. Ops.. that's eleven Swt. With only 6 users. Quote my dad "that's why telecommunication company can earn so much." Ano ano, I got my first handphone in Form1, my younger siblings in Primary5? And my even younger cousins at Primary 2 or 3.. Soon baby will have handphone too.

Wah. Can they not buy all sorts new thing and fix the home here and there when a daughter is flying after months? I don't like that. I wanna stay home, absorb and witness all the newness. =.=

Wah. Can they stop asking me when I am flying after I had answered for.. 1.5 years?! Even better, stop saying "Wah. Thought you fly d woh!" Wah their heads.

Wah. CNY is near wee.

Wah! I crapped so lots. Hee.

Do I look like someone who has been pampered all along? Lol please don't judge my life by my look, I haven't been feeling what the word signifies right after my last Children's Day. XD

I have one life and one chance to make it count for something . . . I'm free to choose what that something is, and the something I've chosen is my faith. Now, my faith goes beyond theology and religion and requires considerable work and effort. My faith demands -- this is not optional -- my faith demands that I do whatever I can, wherever I am, whenever I can, for as long as I can with whatever I have to try to make a difference. - Jimmy Carter

Say hi~

2010-01-17T20:29:00.004+08:00

Yay!! I am done with Toefl weeee!!

FYI, I took it at KDU Penang. Midnight bus to Sg. Petani, super early traveling to Penang on the Saturday, and back to Shah Alam from Sg. Petani on a 7 hours bus *gosh*.

Somehow the Listening and Reading sections are really.. I don't know, I was just not doing very well, the answers are so alike and you have to choose in seconds. Speaking was fun, except that a fei lou was happily jotting down notes when I was speaking. Grr. Writing was kind of fun, enough time given. =)
Anyway, it's over!! :D

Ah. Now my problem is to run on the track which people have been running steadily for weeks. I am not done with any academic works. =( Toefl had just taken all my mood and evenings for the past week. Never mind, I should run faster then. Heee!

I want to stay home forever. v.v Sometimes, every little bit of the house is just as sweet as organic sugar. :)

Hee.

Toefl woh.

2010-01-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

I am... scared!!!!
People are saying "Aiya Toefl nia.."
But for me, "Harr!? TOEFL?!?!"
=_=''

I hope I won't speak in Chinese in the Speaking section =.=
I hope I won't doze off in the Listening section @.@
I hope I wont have cataracts in the Reading section..
I hope I have better writing skill in the Writing section.
Wahh I hope.

Positive, postive, postitive mind. =)
Let me sail through that 4 hours please,
no tsunami, please?
=)

A word's, just a word, till you mean what you say;

And love, isn't love, till you give it away~

Week 2

2010-01-12T17:18:00.002+08:00

New semester is so far, okay.

I have Cell Biology which I hope I will actually STUDY! And Chemistry II which I even hope that I will study even MORE, and Contemporary Legal Issues (ops forgot the exact whole name..) which I hope I will be even updated in world news, and Contemporary Literature which I hope I can think more critically on what I will be reading, I think I have to re-read every book, ha.

That's it? YES~ wee~ It does sound a little and lighter than previous semester. But I think it should be right for me to worry this early on the 2nd week: all the assignments, tasks, studies, term paper etc seem to be weighing a lot. Saya sudah ada aims tau? I will TRY to do better. Anyway, I am still aiming the same thing: a slightly higher Cgpa! Or at least to maintain it. :D

Toefl is super near I hate the days passing super fast when the time I say "ah, it is time for more practice," I am ready to sleep. My fault, I have more weeks to prepare if I had started earlier.. hee.. I am lazy.. I know hee~

After 2 days it is one month to CNY~ Nothing to be excited about =_= It was just funny to hear those aunties saying "ah, so early already selling these festive foods woh, aha if buy now, all of them will be finished before CNY!" *followed by those auntish laugh*.. Lol.

Changed the car's front tyres.*satisfied* After 22nd when the Klang's most used road is closed.. omg I will even appreciate the fact that my mom knows so well about the selok-belok of some rarely-used roads.. =)

So far liking to read "Little Children" by Tom Perrotta. The way he 'talks' in the book just expressed what I do not know how to say. Hee!

Tata~

Hehe!

2010-01-08T14:31:00.003+08:00

My new Spring semester in Intec has started.. um, well.

In the morning of Monday, my car hit a Wira. Hee. =.=

Later in the morning, I was happy to see that I have only 4 subjects and a lab session! Omg :D

Later in the afternoon, I am taking the 5th subject, Literature. Anyway, already had the heart prepared so, nothing much. lol.

After a briefing we rushed to Sunway for 3D Avatar and food! *was so hungry I can remember my stomach complaining..XD*

Then I slept soundly until the next morning. Drove back home and got the pity car fixed. :)

Wednesday was okay. First Cell Biology and Chemistry lectures. Hope I am hardworking in the coming 4 months =.= Make me so if you can. TQ in advance~

Thursday was fine, with Cell Biology again and Technical Writing, which syllabus does seem interesting.

My Toefl is on next Saturday. I am trying to do something lol.. you know, something.. Pohpee pohpee I am not asking for too much!

Finished "Of Mice and Men". Lol I was laughing at the book sometimes. -_- swt-ness here and there. But with huge aroma of originality and novelty. Waiting for "Little Children"~

Ah. Did a simple health test at Herbalife today. Canggihnya I only have to stand on a weighing machine for few seconds which has been inserted with my 164cm height beforehand and.. First, 47kg. Lost one kg compared to the 48kg taken in 2008; good amount of body fat; not good bone composition; very good composition of organ fat; and very good water composition I have; body age 17.. Canggih, memang canggih. But I don't know if it is that accurate thou. Lol.

I need to be more organized. Be careful if you want something from me, do remind me or else.. I will just forget about it. >.<

I am getting used to some situations and people, and I bet some people need to get used to me. :)

Hoping to have a great and interesting 4 months and less sleepless nights~ I need a better liver. Lol.

Cute book market between seniors and juniors. Yay I managed to sell what I can sell, and give away notes too. Kind me. XD *hao lian..*

To all the doggies that took shelter in my house car porch today, bless me with Toefl thank you~

I have an emotional wound to heal lately, slight trauma I would say. Eeeee!

Omg I went many places and..

2010-01-02T23:52:00.005+08:00

did many things but I don't seem to remember much. XD

This guy bought a RM200 bear!! Huge one eeeee~

Went to a warehouse sale in Shah Alam because my sister and I accompanied my mom to a saloon in Seksyen 28 and somehow waiting was boring and.. so we went. In conclusion, I hate warehouse sale. Haha! lol..

Went to many malls almost every day and er.. Don't ask me what I bought thank you~

Ate New Zealand Natural on 30th, and Baskin Robbin's with Sovitha and HuiSin and sister on 31st in OneU. Still love BR's! NZ Natural is er.. somehow too natural lol. Sovitha, good luck hehe~

First day of 2010: had an unplanned trip to Genting, was happy seeing and buying with sister =.= We love Genting's Bumcity, maybe only on that day. lol.

Working for Dole's. *gosh I hate this job =.=* Yay I won't appear in Akasia till Monday. -.-

Hee..*shy* -.-

The sis and the dad.

Ahh see~ TMD appeared on the bin also~ :D

Like that coldness! LIKE!! -.-

Bought this shirt. Cute hee..

I sat properly in the car le..
fake one.

Dad and sis :)

Too free in the car, lol..

30th~ Ah. The current me is tired like having final exams =.=
Will sleep a lot on Monday and Tuesday. :)
Wanting more holiday >.<
Need more time!!
Omg TOEFL?!

Attended the dad's cousin's daughter's wedding.. nice place, nice food, I was just sleepy =.=

Hoping things to go great in 2010. At least, better?

Li Sia & Chloe, hehehe! (lol...)

*Typing all these semi-consciously*

We went to..

2009-12-24T21:50:00.004+08:00

for lunch today.
Not bad. Malaysian portion =)
But em.. don't ever go and try the mousse ee.. super not nice.

The carrot cake was nice! =)

Oh ya, with him, Form 1,
but form 5 size. o.O
And her..

Good day =)

One of my favorite. :)
Gonna learn the way to do this, em.. after few months? haha..

Robert H. Schuller
Every burden is a blessing.

I have been..

2009-12-24T09:12:00.002+08:00

Tadarrr~

Lol.
The only photo with me that my sister took which looks okay to me. =.=
Although the feet are cute.. -___-''

Happy Christmas people~ ♥

Belilah satuuu~

2009-12-22T08:57:00.004+08:00

Done with the 4 days work and I have a kononnya sexy voice the next day. =)

My partner Wendy and I have sold a total of 424 bottles of fruit juices. heee!
Sunday was fun. Despite the tiredness, we actually sold all we have in the 3 fridges. =)
We had actually two bottles left, and I first suggested us to shout for another 15 minutes and end our work by purchasing one of them if we can't get them sold. Then, I got an epiphany lol. I said, why don't we share and buy one of the two, and make it buy 1 free 1? Yay we did that and we sold them! =)

What is fun with promoting:

You can observe people, kind one bad one stingy one soft-hearted one...... Some purchased because we sort of begged them to. =.=
You can scold or even *ahem* curse people. Well you see, the parents say to the kids (which is not one, not two, but 5 - 6 kidssssss) "go take and drink, go!" And then woolah~ they drank all our samples and we are left with an empty tray and zero sale. =_= etc.
You can shout like nobody cares. All the workers at that floor can memorize what we had shouted already. Nice post-effect!
You can get free stuffs. Food especially.. -.-
You have chance to get more jobs in the future. If you do good, people see chance, you get chance. =)
You get pay. duh? My pay for this 4days roadshow is kinda :)
You are training yourself to be more persuasive. Yaa, and this is how you're going to influence more people, you know, like your parents lol.
You can practice your languages. It has been funny to promote one thing with English, BM, HuaYu, Hokkien and Cantonese. AND, predicting Tamil.. =.=
You get time and mood to be gossip girl and guy. -.-
You get new friends! :D

Okay and so many more. After all this job is okay. So far I never get job which makes me suffer too much and hate it more than the job scope could be. (I can *ahem* customers what.. :P)

Went to a Melaleuca talk yesterday. I will talk about this next. And I sincerely hope you will pay attention to that, for yourself, your family, and our dear dear Earth! =)

Sweeeet

2009-12-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Working for F&N for 4days, roadshow at Giant Port Klang~

Selling Sunkist lol.

12 hours work per day.

No chair at all in Giant. Kesian my legs.

Wanna get a bread for lunch I need to queue up for an hour; asked for someone who's paying to help me but she gave me a "go away lar" face.

So I gave up the bread and went to Guardian for a Loacker's Quadratini.

Shouted so hard for so many hours. Don't call me these days, I might silent-kan your call. -.-

Date me after 30th =) I got many things to be settled before that. You have 4 days lol.

An ahma bought the Sunkist and said.. "Your mouth so sweet, don't want buy also cannot lah".

God. "Sweet". Haha..

Then after we are done with the job today and were waiting outside, a shoe shop boss approached us two and asked if we wanna work.

I said I can't. (can also I don't want, because he was smoking lol)

My partner said her friend is finding a job. He asked if the friend is as sweet as us two.

I swt-ed. And left to the car.

Sweet? Sweet~

Visit newly opened Giant at Port Klang, nvm if you don't wanna buy anything. Get 2 Sunkists from me. TQ~

Good night.

Bet you don't get me. =)

2009-12-10T11:45:00.003+08:00

˙ƃuoן os ʇsɐן oʇ ɯǝǝs sǝɯıʇ pɐs ˙ʇsɐן ɹǝʌǝu sǝɯıʇ ʇɐǝɹƃ

I am moving slow, very slow.

Many things seem low, very low.

Nothing makes me better than I can make them, not even pillow.

I need something sweet to cover, like marshmallow.

Luckily it was shallow, just shallow.

This is funny Lol.

If you could write me a symphony,

if I could hear your melody,

I will tell ya, tell ya my secrets.

Got many stuffs done. Don't really know what should I be worrying on now.

But when I start thinking, many are undone. No? Don't know.

Still waiting for the red patches in my eyes to disappear~

Finished reading "The Color Purple". Kinda lost. XD

Don't think I am growing taller lately lol.

Ah. craps.

**
˙uıɐƃɐ ˙ןןɐɔ ʇɐɥʇ pǝǝu ı

知足

2009-12-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

www.elanp.com

我们都渴望，
得到我们想要的；
我们都期待，
那个荒诞的梦想，
总有一天会长出翅膀，
飞到更远更高的地方，
或许想躲避人群鄙夷的目光，
或许只是想让更多的人知道，
这个世界曾经有我们的存在。
可我们，生活下去的目的；
究竟是为了什么。
那个搁置的信念，
所坚持的，
所信仰的，
所奔赴的无限黑暗还是光明的尽头，
我们总会找到。

我们都在下沉，
却幻想着我们在飞。
只是怎么才能唤醒儿时天真的想法。
怎么去拥有一道彩虹，
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风，
怎么去知道知足才是一种快乐。

怎么收藏，
怎么拥有；
什么才是拥有，
什么才是放手。

那样的回忆，
那么的足够。
我们知足的享受现在的快乐，
知足后珍惜现在的拥有。
只是一阵风吹来，
一切都会散么？

来了，
走了，
爱了，
散了，
困了，
倦了，
痛了，
疯了，
累了...

是我们的梦太轻，
载不起我们沉重的飞行...

为什么总习惯用悲伤伪装我们的青春，
还是笑着，
却感受不到快乐，
今天的风冷么，
它故作坚强，
可总是被人拒之于厚厚的外套之外。
到了冬天，
听寂寞的风在独唱，
只是还有天空会欣赏，
秋天落叶也不再哀伤。

知足的风懂得爱静的倾听，
也该启程飘到更高更远的场所，
云的彼岸，
有属于风的地方。

知足的快乐，让我们忍受心痛。
不再流浪，
因为乘着梦，
会飞到更远处。

Heeee

2009-11-30T13:56:00.003+08:00

Went for iLasik on Friday at The Curve. =) Thanks to Dr.Alan, Darian, Michael and many more whom I do not know their names. hee. Not to burn my cornea (just to tell Ms. Kylie) the cornea flap is placed back larr! -.-
**

Went for follow-up checking the next day at Vista Klang Branch at Taman Botanic. Which was opened that Saturday. Which is very new. Which I recommend you to go for an eye checkup - free for first month~~

lol can see my own hand..

I am doing okay~ Besides those very red large dots people will have after the surgery on the eyes.. which I am waiting patiently for them to disappear~~

Went to AEON on Saturday and got some em.. envelopes.. swt..

Went to Sunway yesterday and got clothes and stuffs. Great thing about shopping: it makes me tired, and I slept from 930pm - 10am. hehe! Good, as it has been a little hard to fall asleep the day before. I can't keep my eye close at night lol. Hyperactive or what I don't know. Bad thing about shopping: it burns my wallet. lol.

Bring this fella to eat at Italiannies..

The sister..

**And spent RM70++

On the way back home~

Feel like going out again. heee. One more month to do this. Gotta appreciate. Oh ya, saw Sovitha yesterday!! I was like wanted to walk into Parkson and then.. she actually recognized me with the sunglasses! =) Yay! Promise we gonna go out with huisin after a week/two! :D

Loving holiday.

Someone, please force me to get my application things done.

My holiday

2009-11-26T16:09:00.004+08:00

is going on fine, with another bit of flu, slight cough, headache... -.-

My ability to sleep A LOT, is back. =)

Miss Starbucks' Hot Choclate.

So what have I done this week? Basically, em, nothing. haha..

My application thingy is almost done. yay. But the word 'almost' means, I still have to edit my essays one last time, post my UW-M dossier, pay my four universities $$$$, and post Jun2's thing to him, and pass Huiming's thing to her. lol. Ya, almost.

Went to VISTA eye specialist centre in The Curve on Tuesday. For 6-points eye checkup. Nice place. So, got to found out that my high myopic power is inherited (see? They shouldn't have scolded me so much when I was small for watching TV and reading on bed), and got to know that I am eligible for Lasik! =) and ICL (Implanted Contact Lens) actually.

Gonna have to sayang and take care of my eyes like never before for a few weeks from tomorrow. Reason? Lasik treatment tomorrow! =) RM 1$,$$$.$$ Nice place to spend huh...

FYI too, Nokia 5800 is really not bad. After knowing some facts and comparing it to iPhone, I think Nokia 5800 is qualified to be a competitor of iPhone! =) RM1$8$.$$

With so many m$n$y gone, don't you agree that I should get a work for myself? lol. But then.. eee still thinking hard on this. To work means to only have 4 holi-days left in December the whole holy month. Not to work means to see many of my $$$$$ terbang begitu sahaja -.-

Macam mana eee!!??! >.<'' Should toss a coin later. =)

Away for a few days. =)

Nice monologue. lol.

Happy habit =)

2009-11-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

Found myself a happy habit: A piece of dark chocolate every night!! :D :D
Well, seriously liking the aroma staying in the mouth until I sleep lol.

Missing Guylian Solitaire. Needing 85% Lindt Dark Chocolate eeeee..

Tadah.. November is ending soon. Appreciate your time people :P
Eee? I don't know what to type already.
Nice weather for today. Like. lol.

Good Luck to those who are taking TOEFL tmr~
Mr Jason Chen, Shogun is near yay!!

Goodnight.
Still praying for miracle on UW application =.=

Penguin

2009-11-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

Just deleted my expired draft post. Funny.. not. =.=
Nothing to do with Penguin, I dislike thinking on a title lol.

Am trying to type until I feel like sleeping.

So, my brother has enrolled in secondary school, the same one as his 3 sisters. And he has just graduated, which marked a finish line for primary school routine in our family. =) We are ooooldddddd godddd lol.

Have been enjoying letting dark chocolates to melt in my mouth. =)

Some people get you by looking into your eyes.
Some people get you by listening to what you say.
Some people get you by your repetitive words.
Some people never get you.
Not stubborn. Just that, they are not in your frequency.
Wait them to tune themselves then.

If something sad taught you something else, that would be great.
If nothing changed, I would be speechless.

Dehhhh bet you don't get what I typed :P
That's my aim anyway.
I bet after weeks I won't understand too. -.-

Universities application is going okay. Still with the flow. Besides the Toefl part which I am worrying all the time, yet nothing I can do on it. Popee popee.

I think I am super angry. But you won't see my anger. Thank god for that. =)

Literature is on the way. haaaha. Get me through another 2 semesters~~ =)

Found this somewhere: What's a black white black white black white...?
Answer: A penguin rolling down a staircase. =.=

Good night. =)

7days

2009-11-12T12:09:00.005+08:00

It comes, it goes.
I smiled, I learned.
:)

女人喜欢两朵花：一是有钱花，二是尽量花.
有冰花吗？lol.

I am back from a 7-days trip. To Teluk Intan, Ipoh, Butterworth (lol), Penang island, Sungai Petani, Alor Setar, and Langkawi, oh and Cheras =.= For me, this is the first, unplanned, longest, not with family, tiring, bus-sitting trip I had ever have lol.

The trip was great. Full with over-eatings and moderate-spending. But the over-eating parts are kinda.. nauseous. =.= We saw Kompleks Menara ~~Condom~~ Condong, we got onto a bus which forgot to bring passengers and had to move back to the bus station and re-depart, we had too much food but no time to eat them, they had dota almost every night, they talked about football almost every day, we got huge hardworking sun burning us, we watched 'I love you, Beth Cooper' and swt a lot, we got funny rented cars that has petrol sufficient for 1 minute on road, we also got a car that broke down while we travel, we saw Sir Francis Light's statue, Fort Cornwallis was boring btw lol, we drank and ate many ICE, we bought chocolates thiiiiiiiiiis much, we walked past the whole Cheras pasar malam from the very beginning to the very end, they gay-ed so much.....

Kinda lazy to tell all.. use your imagination thank you :D

Photos not in order.

Langkasuka Beach Resort.

This uncle very lihai.

He carved a net out from a carrot. (er..)

At Yb's house, 4 gays were gay-ing all the time.

And playing all the time.

Like lost kids =.= At Bukit Mertajam.

Fort Cornwallis.

very inappropriate pose -_- He was scratching the leg eee!

After a hardworking dotaish night..

Ipoh. With Yb's friend as tour guide.

And more which I don't have. XD

Hm, xiexie YB and your MyVi and your parents, YHan and your Saga/Iswara and your parents, KJ and your parents and your parents' car, Khui and your parents and jiujiu and many kinds of cars =.=, xiexie JiDan who brought us to eateat in Alor Setar, Xiexie YB's friend WuGang (i dunu how to spell) who overfilled our stomach :P Xiexie to that RM1.20 ferry ride and RM23.00 x 2 ferry ride to Langkawi. Xiexie Transnasional and S.E Express and dunu what. heee~

Time to do something else~~

Went to Intec and did A LITTLE BIT of my application thingy. Some more to go. Er, I forgot my holiday plans. -.-

Lame

2009-11-02T21:47:00.004+08:00

Look very much like Mr.Jason who holds bear2 to threat me. XD
*wa kor you turn soooo white!!*

Successful enough. Woke up at 9am this morning! =) Not enough thou... :P To achieve something, we should aim higher! XP

Went kaikai with my younger sister for 5 hours, along with too much lame jokes and she laughed so much that her jaw was tired -.- Btw, she ponteng ~~again~~. But I actually supported her, because I know how boring it could be staying in class for the sake of staying. No teaching, no fun.

I can sense how much my mood has elevated from the ground from the day we are done with the finals. =.= This semester has indeed absorbed too much from us lol. So, yay~ =)

Er.. dunu what to type now. Er.. ok my brother ate 10 sushi in only a few minutes? -.- Or.. my mom asked me not to buy anything next week but towels if I saw them? -.- omg.

How lame can you be?
Q: How do u explode an indian??
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A: By pushing the red button on his forehead. LAME.

Q: What's the difference between biology and sociology?
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A: When the baby looks like his dad or mom, then it is biology. When the baby looks like the neighbor, then it is sociology.

AH~ What to do tomorrow? Leave it, sleep first. =)

Can I wish myself Happy Holiday again? :P

2009-11-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

Let's go under the sun!!~~ siao.

I was very =) to delete many of the old notes. Thousands of Biology slides and many rubbish undone assignment (I used to save copies while doing them lol).

Woke up very early today. @.@ Someone switched off the aircon and.. ah, I can't continue sleeping. So I woke up and watched "The Illusionist". Nice! Hope I am one lol, can confuse you!! -.-

Deleted 200+ 'friends' from FB, er I hope I did not ter-deleted anyone that I shouldn't because I was doing speed deleting -.- Tell me if I did hee.

Many things that I super want to do in these 8 weeks. (Oh god 8 weeks seems to sound shorter than '2 months' -_-)

Sleep thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much. =)
Earn some $ if possible because I know I will
spend. hee.
Tidy up my wardrobe for the last time until next Summer.
Laugh more before I can't when we have to study again -.-
Try not to gain weight lol because food will be abundant at home =.=
Oh ya.. universities application thing thing.
Prepare for Toefl? lazy lazy.
Go to Vista for eye checkup.
Go here go there.
Meet him meet her.
Learn something new!
Sleep. hee~

You know? XD

I don't know. I can't start thinking. Or I simply am thinking too much. gosh.

Holiday!

2009-10-31T18:36:00.007+08:00

How moody was I with studious morning, afternoon, and night. Endless one.

Dedicated to my kor, the geli red red caterpillar. Eee..

Also dedicated to my kor, who always bully bear2/ pakat with it to bully me. lol.

Happy i-think-last-2-months-holiday-in-a-few-years-to-come Holiday to me!
*Super finally*
I am declaring it today because UKM Bangi reserve forest Biology trip ended this afternoon. =)
That officially marks the commencement of my Holyday! See I finally have mood and time to change the blog's layout =) And have fishy for the blog. You can feed it with your cursor but.. don't fatten them too much lol.

UKM Reserve Forest.
Er.. we were being told about the names of the plants throughout our trail. But then.. quote Sharma "everything looks the same" Lol.

Eee I like the colors of all of your shirts combined like that! -.-

Features of my holiday:-
Sleep, Spend, Sleep, Earn, Sleep, Eat, Sleep, Recharge, Sleep... *blessed*

Omg. Finals err.. was disastrous. First, I don't know what I wrote for Civilization, maybe because I am not that civilized. Calculus II, no comment, I am aaaalways like that, lol. Chemistry, a piece of tut. Biology, read till I can't recognize myself but, sigh. C++, the only hope -_-

So after a week of sleeping tak betul, makan tak betul apa pun tak betul... I am done with this semester. Now I hate long sem. =.=

A season for my family to luan luan zao, tomorrow sister's going back to Kampar for don't know what probably to 'eat' curry; daddy flying to China don't know which part to don't know do what; I am going to T. Anson then Ipoh(maybe) then Penang then Langkawi wee; I don't know where my mom's going; my brother is graduating from primary school soon yay all in my family sudah tamat primary school lol; and I think my younger sister will stay in front of the PC and operate on her restaurant in FB... can sense how much I am not-so updated with news on my family =.= Don't blame me, the extent they are not updated with my stuff is even serious. -.- I told them A, they forgot, and said I told them B. =__=''

Oh ya. I should say something on this just passed semester. Em, summary: had fun with my new roommate, saling membuli-buli; saling cook for each other, saling complain and complain, saling scold each other, saling a lot. had fun crapping with my kokor, I will upgrade myself before Spring sem starts, get ready :P had fun in California although I am like.. not that noisy lol.. but, I had no fun on all tests and stuffs grr. Super busy one. Er.. super sleepless one. Er... I think that's all.

What else? I am eating a bowl of cooked-in-5-minutes-but-not-instant-noodle noodle. -.- Worse, I boiled a not-spaghetti kind noodle and.. mis it with pasta sauce lol. Wait to kena marah but I don't care. Too hungry and no one seems to care so I eat whatever! :P
Very full now. Can sleep until tomorrow afternoon soundly later. =)

*On the mission to eliminate dark circle @.@*

Now, I can 放下屠刀笔书, 立刻睡觉。=)))

Then akhirnya, I can goyang kaki for a few weeks now. =)

Another week.

2009-10-15T20:49:00.006+08:00

Some randomness of the week, scarily tiring week.
Chocolate mousse cake for Mr YB, which was the first cake entering the baby fridge lol.
It was so danger that the cake might have gone cacat the other day because after all, baby fridge has baby size.

Teman-ed my mama to 2L. Kinda fun..
the sales girl call me meimei like what kokor does lol.
then they call my mom 'mommy' all the while when we were looking choosing trying deciding..

Bought this black skinny-polo T. Likeee.

Challenged myself to read chemistry ONLY before test -.-
To be precise, two days before test.. I have covalent bond with chemistry, luckily, so can understand even though it was a super last minute learning. =)

BUT, today's calculus was another disaster -.-
As always, Question1 is the one that I will skip and fail to solve lol.
As always, question with double digit mark = my death factor lol.
tataa Calculus Tests.

Had many No's these days.
No mood.
No appetite.
No time.
No nap.
No food.
No fun.
No luck.
No way.
@.@
想放弃的frequency越来越high了,
但是magnitude还没爆发。
Even when I am looking at myself, I don't see myself.
I don't like this, striving for something I don't know.
超想念海风，我烦恼的吸尘机。
I have reached a very high level in enduring tiredness.
My theory is simple:
get Brand's every weekday morning;
never take nap, nap makes me sleep forever;
tahan till 1130pm;
if can't, never close my eyes for more than 1 minute, which did bring me to another morning;
or try to lean/lie on anywhere (like on floor lol), because it will still bring me to another morning;
oh but nap is doable during Bio lecture~
only during Bio lecture... =.=
Outcome: super pale me.
Solution: countdown 16 days. =)

Fishy

2009-10-04T11:36:00.004+08:00

Went to Aquaria at KLCC, for Bio documentary assignment eee..

Say hi to crabbie~

With cameraman 1,

and cameraman 2, who didn't have memory card in his phone so.. eee..

Cameranman 2 too shy, hid behind cameraman 1. lol.

Very great to meet and talk to and got explanation from Mr. Iskandar. We should have met him earlier for MORE information about the fishy.
(omg my eyes couldn't even open big enough.. -.-)

Spent 3 hours there and @.@...

***
Been encountering bad happenings.
People are ever-changing.
When they realize some day,
it would be too late to say sorry.
if they know.. =.=

***
Alright, what else?
Common sense has to be working in people now~

I don't know what I am typing but, I need to scream.

***
Save my cal. @.@

***
你不会知道别人在想些什么，
但至少你能看到那脸上的暗示，听到声音里的提示。

"Funeral" by YasminAhmad

2009-09-27T12:51:00.004+08:00

In the end, it is these small things that you remember,
a little imperfections that make them perfect,
for you.

People are told to get the perfect one.. they are the one who want to be perfect.. it's actually a global disease.. - Yasmin Ahmad

不爽

2009-09-26T11:05:00.004+08:00

Bear bear was sunbathing.. although he is tan enough already. =.=

Omg. I hate my mood. And my head too. The mood swings whenever it wants when the head aches whenever it likes. =( I am alive thou. Five weeks dear, I want to be energetic!! >.<

Having holiday-is-ending syndrome. Symptoms are: sleep demanding, loss of appetite, no-talking, depressed while looking at books, even depressed while looking at calendar, super depressed to pack my things. =_= In short I never want to go back =.=
I hate I hate. sigh..

See told you.. taken before I know holiday is ending -.-
一点都不presentable.lol.

Or maybe I should mention about yesterday sudden blackout. Was surfing the net with a steady mood and then *OHh!* The laptop was working but by counting five, four, three, two.. Wireless gone dead. Outside the room, papa was lighting up the candles and I went to my bed, still cool with 5-minutes-ago aircon's cooling effect. Lol. After 10 minutes, tak cukup iciness. And mosquitoes start flying here and there feeding themselves. Well I think I fed quite many yesterday until 1.30 a.m. when we finally can sleep. -_-

WHY there must be something ELSE to do besides studying for tests during our break?! You know last break, we got that 3 reports. Then last last break, I forgot. Then this break, dossier.. So, then, hence, therefore, I didn't manage to study. *slap*
HMPH! @#$%^&*.. -.-
I am so not in mood for anything right now help. =(
中秋节快乐 in advance. =.=
哇靠，今天 shoulder 抽筋。T.T
想你, 骗你的。XD sampat.

往往忘不了的事，是那些‘最最’时刻。
最开心，最伤心，最生气，最无助，最 sampat。。。
那天下雨，你在想什么？

Sampat. =)

2009-09-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

How to have a more Asian yellowish skin? Eat more carrot. Get its carotenoid and ta dah~ =.=
sampat. But it actually works, try eating consistently for a few weeks. =)
I had this thought for a few days =.=
Hm.. I gotta feeling, that today's gonna be a good day. LOL. sampat.
I am almost stress free today yay!
Finished the book "Why Men Don't Listen & Women Can't Read Maps" in 24 hours! hehe.. read it and you will have fun. It is like learning evolution, biology, chemistry, a bit physics, science, and psychology at the same time, with Fun!

"Ray plays his wedding video backward. He say it's so he can see himself walk out of church, a free man."

I don't know how to describe it much, read it if you are willing to pay RM55.90 without MPH card. hehe~
Like this book thiiiiiiiiiiis much! =)
Almost done my assignment on Australopithecus afarensis. sampat me. Chose a species that has super limited information =.=
Actually I have done it. But dunu if it is considered as done. =.=
Got a hair cut today~ er.. many will say no difference. But for me.. like I got less hair already =.= sampat. No photo available. Smtg wrong with laptop's bluetooth. lol.
Wish I have thicker hair =.=
Omg happy THREEmonths holiday to my sister. I feel that, never in my life I would have a 3 months holiday anymore unless.. *blank* sampat.
Walao I want holiday I want~~
Omg I am getting dependent on Brand's drink. I drank > I feel good and normal the whole day, headache-less. I skipped > omg. Seriously need more time to get my condition tuned well.
加油~ =)
Seriously I am super not healthy already =( lolo almost every day =(
Dossier sudah hampir nak siap! Yay~
Hope the principal will not 签到 siao on Monday.. not much, just around um, hundred plus pieces of documents. Hehe~
*proud!*
Next target: invade JPA =.= Ok sorry, is to visit there if needed. To get my Biotechnology >>>>>>> Microbiology. 加油~ =)
保佑我～～
Oh great I am so positive today I think it won't last till Monday you will see. =.=
Liking sentences with no commas. -.-

=)

手脚停止工作的时候，可以体验到自己的呼吸；
把眼睛闭上，我看见平静，看到当天 - 开心。

Wake me up, when November ends.

2009-09-21T21:34:00.007+08:00

Found this from my handphone oh er, that wednesday to KL..
Taught this two future li hai clarintists =)

Went back to my alma mater, after years of struggle (really one lo), now the hall they have is much leng-er than Intec's. :P

In the effort to change my major, I was actually, ahem, googling "Format surat rasmi" lol.
nvm we have Technical Writing next semester hehe.

I am trying to recall what I have done omg.
Ya I asked/shouted for help from many people. =.=

Translating many documents and laughing at my high school performance.
I was absent for one Sejarah paper, failed (got 33marks) for another Sejarah paper. Kononnya president of Persatuan Sejarah once upon a time. Haha..
Got one C5 for add. maths. Told you I am not good in numbers. -.-
My attendance err.. 164/195 lol..

Terlupa to wear covered shoe during a chemistry lab session, spotted by Ms Zai while I was happily crossing my leg *whoops a pair of white sandals*.. Then I have to went around to hunt for shoe and finally I borrowed Crystal's hehe.. *siasui*

Went out with khaimun papa, phingphing mama and yujian koko to KL Bird Park on the first day of our Raya break omg sleepy but thank you it was fun really fun~ =) Tata yujian live great life in UK~

The entrance and exit in attempt to imitate the bird's beak..

On a small area with grass but it seems like we were on a big big grassy place lol =)

another take.

This peacock is super swt trying to attract flamingo's attention but got no response =.=

Translate yourself.

*Appreciating the greens*

Like their poses lol

Huaidan Jason kokor says I looked like sekia in those pictures. =.= You sekia also le! =.=

Went out with sisters to Sunway on the 2nd day of the break so sleepy I can sleep at anywhere. Ate Tony Roma's, okay nia expensive till.. Rubbed my eyes all day, reached home, went out again to 5s2 gathering. Thank you wanyee =). Tata AhKiat, congrats for the geng result and all the best in UK hee~

the 174cm 12 year-old brother. How good if I have his height gene. lol

Cheeling and I
like our super first photo hor..

kacakk! before i left. =)
photos credit to wanyee the s2 angel.

I am hungry again.. =.=
but given to choose to sleep/to eat, I choose to sleep! =_=
Desperate d, super scared with coming continuous 5 weeks which might pull down my cgpa to like.. *don't imagine!* I need a superpower: be able to stay :D even not having enough sleep for 5 weeks. Sigh. Going to sleep for 12 hours every day for a month after October, so wake me up in November =)

Maybe I should apply YYH's quote, "I aim for C, so I don't feel stressed" But then, JPA will send love letter to me. @.@

Poh pee JPA let me sun sun li li change to Microbiology I promise I will bring many bacteria back to tanah air tercinta. -.-

Poh pee omg coming tests all easy easy. (for self assurance this will be impossible, always impossible for Biotech students tak tahu kenapa.)

Bought Why Men Don't Listen and Women Can't Read Maps by Barbara and Allan Pease. Going to discover why ahem some guys ahem are so stubborn and why I am so bad in directions lol.

It's going to take me months to switch back to tidur awal bangun pagi ritual. Oh My God.

I miss Korean kimchi rice. eeee..
I love mooncakes. eee eeee..
I need more cash so that I can eat those. haha..

Charcoal icy-skin mooncake =)

Bought a baby fridge! Tell me how to smuggle it to Akasia!!! :P :P
Happy happy. Can keep many many apples. Can buy cakes and eat in the morning. Can keep the bread and doesn't need to eat them like competing with the expiry date. Can keep jelly. Can keep yogurt. Can keep orange juice. Yeeeeay!

Ha.

2009-09-13T05:07:00.000+08:00

If I am hungry, it means I studied a lot. =.=
But these days, I am hungry because I have been researching on universities. Grr.

And now I have problem understanding what are the constituents of some majors, aka I do not understand what the majors are about. =.= swt..

My dad was telling me "today newspaper, page no.2, you see they talk about people kena defrauded in FB" -_______- I hate newspaper. Ya, let's all throw handphone, block twitter block FB pages block Hotmail Gmail Y!Mail... Because this world is too dangerous. @.@

Disliking ACTP/ADFP program schedule. When saya boleh have time to meet all the singers? =(

Liking my overslept weekend. =.= Can die tonight tomorrow's night.. have to sleep with cal already.

A killing look. Yeah, gonna kill myself soon. lol.

Emotionally unstable, quote my son. =.= He is right thou, I'm mentally unstable too. =)

Ate very very full for breakfast today, so that it will last until Thursday before I can go back home and eat my kind of food again lol.

A thought that calculus test is so so soooo near killed all my mood. Hate Mr. Maclaurin and Mr. Taylor for their polynomials. =( Can't they just live their life like there's no cal =.=
Yeah next time I can calculate bacteria using their polynomials -___-

People, Food Science or Microbiology?
Need LOTS of comments. =)

Finally I see my eyes opened big like the normal ones. =.=
Suddenly I miss those marathon days with that marathon shirt, althou saya bukan orang hebat marathon.. @.@ In conclusion, I miss the past. #.#

Passionless

2009-09-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

Super tired with Fall right now.
Thank god I can recover fast from being emo. =.=

Having fun with life, but at the same time, I need more sleep in my life. -.-
No kidding. Try depriving me from sleep and I will do some unexpected things, mostly crapping lol.

Pohpee my calculus..v.v

Wanted to visit fishy on weekend in KLCC, now, plan has to be postponed, eeeee..

Extra & replacement classes are killing. (o_o)

C++ Chem Cal quizzes next week. Told you I hate subjects started with C.. They are all friends and always attack us at a same time. >.<''

Funnily, we have 3 lecturers to teach us one chapter of Calculus2. =.=

Ya my 090909 was super meaningful, one test postponed, one super blurred cal class, 8-1pm lectures, 1-2pm meeting, 2-415pm lectures, 5 onwards dying with civilization notes. wow~ meaningful kan? We somehow puasa-ed too.

Energy saved from mid-sem break has depleted.
Every 430pm I am tired with everything. =(

I don't know if friends from other colleges/places/anywhere of mine can understand our tiredness. Like what siasia said, like what I encountered, sometimes, many times, people just thought that we have been really finding excuses to be that and to say 'busy'.
But the fact is we don't even have that much of time to drink water or eat during daytime.

And person like me who was a baby sleeper =.= has turned to be a great morning sleeper.
Weekend is not a weekend for us, it is still weekdays, if I try going happy happy sleeping resting on weekend I'd have killed any subject and die.

Who said I don't want to commit myself to something?
KLPAC, helping them to teach the primary students, language course, music classes, all available on weekend but I can't even join any. =(
Anyway if none of you understand we have no choice then.

ALM students say "11pm is my maximum, I have to sleep by then."
we say "11pm is our minimum/peak hour, we are still doing assignments and studying." >.< x.x

And my eyes turned reddish already. @.@

Sorry if I spoiled your mood I got no mood now.
The only happy thing is going back home tomorrow I hope there will not be kongbu traffic jam, I don't want to fall asleep and wake up with the car berkecai-kecai. =)

It comes to here and now, no matter why or how, my heart is dancing.

Hidden EMOtion

2009-09-07T11:16:00.003+08:00

After 234681703 attempts my C++ assignment is done. =)
This is great. =)
My printed chemistry report is gone. =(
Kelam-kabut..
I had enough 9 hours sleep but I wake up with headache. =.=
In fact, I still wanted to sleep. ~.~

Still researching on university. =) have to make decision very soon. =|
Kia kia..
Scare coming tests till ~~death~~ faint. T.T
AHHHHHHHH.
My mood is swinging on the swing. =.=

Going to have something to look forward to every week, taught by emoKia Jason.
This week, we'll be looking forward to~~ visiting Aquaria, and the fishy there. =D
Friday, shoo!!
Next week, of course, we will be looking forward to holiday!! =)
YAY!!
Going back to Shah Alam again, a place full with sleepless, restless days & nights. =(
I hate this place. >.<
I rather leave the place. =|
But I likey the people. =)
I am okay~ :)
maybe.
She is completely ignorant of others.

My brother can eat my breakfast and lunch and.. in 20minutes. =.=

Just Like This

2009-09-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

11th of September: a day to mourn. I meant, mourn for my Calculus test 2. =.=

My biological clock which was set to wake-up-at-6am worked this morning, after 4-5 continuous less than 5 hours sleep nights. But, since today is Saturday.. hehe.. i actually went back to sleep, and proudly, I managed to sleep AGAIN until 10am. This is an achievement! =D

Happy early-ated Birthday to my kokor Encik Jason Chen who couldn't pronounce/write his own Chinese name very correctly. =P I am the earliest to wish! Actually someone has actually wished him before me. LOL.

I am now better immune to HUGE stressors. =.= And now, I can cope better. =) (Even though I still like to crap around and release the tension to anything, anyone. Haha..)

Biology test2 drained my brain juice on Thursday, C++ test checked, Chemistry test checked.
C++ assignment killed my day sitting, thinking, trying, groaning, dying - checked!

I am going to try being civilized from today. Please please let my civilization test go smoothly. =)

Many things are happening around, as always. And as always, my brain has been thinking a lot. I like inspiration. I like enlightenment. I likeeeee!

I can feel that I'm zero point something centimeter taller. XD

Good news: I don't even have time or strength to spend money. I can fall asleep in the mall. =)

Liking Holly Brook's ''Just Like This'' after randomly watching the movie "Love N Dancing", simple, nice movie (good for entertaiment after exams' torture, because it doesn't require thinking Haha!) Swing dance is beautiful! But, there's only one youtube not-video video playing the song I could find.

I always hope that it'll be just like this,
just like this.

Accidentally sent up an animal species drawing in my Biology lab which was supposed to have only protists.. =.= Mempersiasuikan sahaja.

2 more months to go, I want Spring and Summer to come. =)

Retrieving Enya's

2009-08-27T22:48:00.004+08:00

Yap. After last reformat, which shifted all my backup files to drive D, I forgot I have songs in the laptop haha. Dug out Enya's songs yesterday. Peace is filling me. =)

Ate at KimGary with sisters. There were the home-cooked feeling in the food lol.

Three of us watched a movie called.. "Very Perfect", directly translated from Chinese. The thing was.. we were quite late, or punctual. Then when we stepped in the Cinema 4, we were the earliest. After an hour in the cinema, there were only 3 of us, and when the movie ends, there were still only 3 of us, oh and two cleaners, looking at us, surprised. Haha! At least if felt like we paid for the whole cinema. =.= And the movie was not bad. =)

See, everyone is posting about how lazy they are in FB and blogs. My turn now. I have been so away from books these few days, but I didn't sleep much. Somehow I don't know why I have so many things on hand. -.- Something I want to tell you is.. Biology lab reports 2 & 3 are so far an impossible mission, if you are willing to share whatever protists you saw in Sample1, do email me lol. Because I was observing a few photos, guessing if one of them is chlamydomonas, euglena, arcella or rotifers; even geng, I saw cyanobacteria which will be useless for the report. =_=

My main point is: I am lazy but I don't know how. Haha. =.= Doing nothing is endless..

Almost am going to use Sony Erricson C150, due to some funny problem it doesn't happen. So, we are still a Nokiaish family~ lol.

Thank you for everything. =)

Good guilty day

2009-08-26T17:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was unproductive. Today.. was even worse.

I forgot what I did yesterday actually. Probably some early morning reading, went to KTS, brainsqueezed on LA night thing, wasted times on dealing with stress and that's it.

Today was funny. Good and guilty I would say. Woke up super early just to make sure I got all the things I need to go out. Well now I know how much things I left in akasia =.=''

Thanks to Mr. weykhay for fetching me today. Bet I will involve in an accident if I drive.. Slept twice in the car today lol. Thanks to Mr. jingkuan as well. They are just another batch of moderately-chill band friends. =) By the way, stepping into LayMeng primary school located super near Petronas twin tower was pleasureable. No tall blocks, small area like built specially for small sized kids, many paths that link to another place, (not Hogwarts okay -.-) etc.. I miss the look of my primary school, although I don't remember much of how it looked like. I can't even visit the same school anymore, it was rebuilt after we left.

And, teaching little kiddie clarinet was.. LOL.. they enjoy being punished (run around the court), but of course, I was not the one who asked them to run (kind~ XD) And answer they gave was of high standard. Q: Do you want me to speak in English or Chinese? A: *a mildly smiling face* and so we need to decipher the smile so what I did was to mix the both languages. =.= JK asked me if I have not spoken in Chinese for a long time already, siasui.. My chinese words reading speed is getting slower also, like engine rosak =.=''

Ate at sushi zanmai. Not bad, just that the sushi on the moving tray will be the same all the time -.-'' Something wrong with the stomach, with a cup of steamed egg, 2 pieces of sushi and a taufu, I got full. =_=

Reached home at 4pm and.. AH!!!! Time... hilang-ed~ Enjoyed the day but I lost the time for the like-never-can-be-done lab reports. =(

I am still lost with the protists and bryophytes and gymnosperms.. >.<

Sometimes, we just have to decide. :)

So, KLPAC or not? ~.~

Long time no post =.=

2009-08-24T08:46:00.006+08:00

Say hi to my decaying blog. :D

Well I had to abandon it, if not what you read will be the same: my screaming on calculus related papers, my depression, my watchful stories, my emonish tales, and many more unpleasant ones..
I am considerate~ lol..

Went through calculus and biology tests, it feels like surviving Great Depression. =.=
The feeling after we handed up the biology paper was funny; the paper enfeebled us. =.=

So until 21st Aug, we had our very not mid-sem-break holiday. Because it's like a study week anyway; and it is like a study or die break. -_- Hapless life we have, still we had already gone through a year hadn't we? Feel proud of yourself ACTP seniors, we are just, impressive! Haha..

On the Saturday my family went up to Kampar, Taiping, Ipoh and we stayed in Taiping. The next day we went to Penang, a place deserve to be loved!! :) But rain never stop falling from morning to night to the next day, so the weather was awesomely cold. :)

Sis - Me - Sis
I have a family full of specs. lol..

The dailou looked brother. omg he is getting super tall..

He with the ultrawomanish sister. -_-

Superwoman.

The superman. o.O

The place we stayed, cozy~

Beautiful three-fingers shaped cloud captured by a very not beautiful handphone.
Since positive*negative=negative, so the photo is not beautiful. :D

A photo we took three times to get the outcome (sounds so C++)..=.=

sisters.

Will go to this Burmese temple again. :)

Haa~ like her shirt, she bought it when she was out with me. I have influencing power, hahaha..

Take two. Likey the bricks behind~

Ah, she placed her pillow nicely.

Like the purple this way. :D

Cacated eyebrow.. lol

Came back from that very fully utilized two-day trip, I am happie!
Thou the guilt is mounting over me again..
A break should be a break right? =(

Somehow I learned and relearned lessons in these few days. I can't say I have been learning, I always forget things when others hit, forgetful-nya. >.<
When there's a hurdle in front, you just have to find a way to get through it and move on, no matter how weary you are you have to hang on, carry on, as long as you keep this on, hurdles far in front will be nothing to you.
<3

Time to play with cells again. (well I bet I will use MANY days to get these reports done. Aye, unproductive I know..)

Who says you are not blessed?
If there is only ONE person caring about you, you are totally blessed. :)

Bunk

2009-08-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

During Last week sudden break,
I feel like I had slept enough for the whole year. =_= Thankful kan?
Ya.. thanks to the over 10 kinds of medicines.
I like white pepper, it covers the smell of antibiotic in my throat that time. =) I meant I had it with meals =.=
Oh great no proper holiday for me. I lost 5 days of this precious holiday, replacing them with sleeping with high fever; feeling good every time after a sleep and got fever after like an hour then I would take those colorful medicine and sleep again. =) I love to sleep, yay~
Thankful thankful...!!
Oh even great I am so so thankful that UiTMs are closed, thank you!! Only by that I can have time to be sick. =.=
And I learned the feeling of taking anti-fever pills. Light, float, numb, sleepy. lol.

Got a new table tennis racket! No more Double Happiness, now it is the century for Butterfly. lol. Very thankful~
Rushed Bio lab report and assignment during the weekend and, ta daaah~ one week is gone.

This Week
I had great and 'great' time studying and ~~failing~~ facing quizzes.
Celebrated the giraffe, YoungHan's birthday and Huiming's belated birthday, at a place I would like to avoid - secret recipe. Imagine eating the vegetarian soba for 3, I said THREE, yes threee! times per month. Eww..
Spoiled another Calculus quiz. Yay..
Having fun with C++. hehe~
Hating the packed timetable, leaving one hour each day to breathe in between the lectures. Gosh.
Not having fun with Biology and Chemistry!!!! You know those names of fungi protists and many more? OMG..
I hate you SAF. I lose another weekend because of you. I guess I won't be sad if i lost tomorrow's table tennis match, because I will have a free Sunday. :P
Had a super boring chemistry lab. "Measure the circumference of your wrist.." "Measure the length of you shoe.." -_-
Goodbye Shahril, we're already missing you. Jangan sesat kat US. :P

***
The fever trend is fading in Intec, congrats~ We are better immune now~ lol.

Looking at some homeworks.. C++ assignment, study for C++ quiz, Civilization assignment & presentation, study for Calculus test.. All Cs.. I will really C with so little time. Sigh.

I think I have problem with my sleeping system. I can sleep all the time, if I have the time. -_-

I really miss the sea, not C.

I am really, really, seriously, definitely, absolutely, truly, utterly, genuinely, unquestionably _____ . =) You would never know what I think. :P

Thursday @.@

2009-07-23T05:42:00.002+08:00

Another calculus quiz later =(

I said, another CALCULUS quiz is coming..!! =(

Shoo calculus! =.=

I just couldn't overcome my accumulative weariness, it comes faster than I can energize myself. =.=

I want to be like a superhuman, or have a waking pill that could make me sleepless but energetic. =.=

Nonsense..

Tata to some friends who are flying soon. Have a great life. =)

I don't want to stay any longer than 1 year at this ____ place.

Tata, I have to go integrating myself already.

August is near. =)
Means, holiday is near too. =.=
I want to go to many states within this one year~~~~~

Tuesday

2009-07-21T07:18:00.002+08:00

Slept early and woke up early. =)

Hey!! I actually know that today is Tuesday !! =.=

On the way to Akasia, walao eii, juniors are talking about the latest Harry Potter movie. Very free meh har them? I haven't even watched Ice Age le.. I need icy things now. =.=

So kek sim to hear about friend A's calculus lecturer give them EXTRA TIME to finish their quiz.. and friend B's lecturer simplify the question for them, and they easily get full mark. =(

Feel so unhealthy living in Shah Alam. I have one more year to go. Then I wanna rejoin band and swimming club! Maybe within one year I got critical disease already..=.= *choi choi!*

Just survived another migraine. I'm alive~ =.=

I miss jobless days. Holidays I meant..

Should I get a baby refrigerator for the house in Akasia? Can't tahan chasing the bread's expiry dates every week. =.= Miss fruit juice and yogurt drink every morning, needed something from the storage every evening. Eeeee....

I am getting better. A lot better. =)

C++ programming is getting fun~ But eeJane is right, "after you learned about C++, you'll think that computer is really stupid."

What I've to do later: Biology Polydactyly assignment.. Biology lab report (skip!).. calculus (disappointing case..)

Pagi

2009-07-20T05:10:00.000+08:00

The most common swine flu symptoms include:

Cough
Nasal Congestion - Tick
Nausea/Vomiting
Diarrhea
Body aches - Tick
Joint Pains - Tick
Fevers
Sore throat - Tick
Headaches - Tick
Fatigue - Tick
Decreased energy - Tick
Source

I am near to that. =.=
Good morning people, it is 4-5am in the morning, and um.. *wordless*
I do think I need either an MC leave (impossible) or a break (crazy thought) or a 24 hours sleep (day dream)..

I do have to xie xie people who keep helping me, by letting me to scold, letting me to bully, letting me to crap, letting me to hand them my heavy books, letting me at least feel cared. Hehe.

Tahan!!!!

2 Weeks.

2009-07-19T17:48:00.005+08:00

Oh, yap. Let’s start with the day I went MidValley with Sovitha and HuiSin.

I like headless photo lately.
I can sense someone is going to tease me again, tease la tease, hmph you~

A really relaxing day~ Had brunch at Oh!Sushi (I don’t want to go there anymore :P ) and ate small durian and mango pancake. After hours of shirts hunting, we ate Gelato ice cream~~ See, such a fat day, but it was a fattish happy day! :D Promise me we’ll go out again~! :)

I was still enjoying my last day of holiday after the outing. but.. happy moments don't last long punya..
(nah tease again la~)

And then.. Fall sem ’09 starts. *Warning, LONG one..*

I forgot how it actually started.. I knew I forgot the day, as in Monday Tuesday etc.. Then I remember keep going to Intec for practices, someone told me his buddy, probably AND him himself attempted to cook rice using a slow cooker, and their rice eventually cooked after one night, semi-cooked I meant; then I attended lectures, which I do not even have the strength to listen to; many frustrations, even more pressure; chased out from a hall only because they were many guys, chased out from keyboard room for no reason; heard Lion King songs until I can dream about it, spoilt my first Calculus II quiz; hurt myself with staple (the paper fastener..); forgot all the proper meals (and hence lost 1kg HAHAHHAA =.=), forgot those eww-tasting pills, forgot at where and when I should be having class and lectures; joined INPRO table tennis, practiced it, got blur with everything, got mad with concerto; cried in the car while complaining about my dad to my mom, went back home like just for the washing machine and hypermarket and drinking water supply, went to Sunway to hunt for props, ate at Pasta Zanmai, walked alone in Aeon to get some inner peace, ran..um, jogged around my home to see whether my lung is still okay (the result is ---tut---, how I hope there’s a swimming pool in walking distance from where I am now *piak!*); went for first date with my new room mate (lol..), who has been as busy as I am, I was busy before the date and she was busy right after the date =.=''… said “I want to watch ICE AGE 3” for uncountable times; confused by my civilization lecturer, even confused and tensed by my calculus learning progress; ate many lozenges for the keep-on-almost-shut-down throat, done with inter program musical competition (we won!), done with itu INPRO punya table tennis (we won too!).. Next up, more assignments, more activities, LESSER TIME.. T.T I actually hope the lecturers can understand my slow & LOW progress on the subjects, give me time~~ I am trying to pick up! >.<

Below are um, some photos i randomly took throughout these 2 weeks. =)

and additional 2 photos from Faseeha's FB. =)

Before concerto starts..
my son was confused seeing his father. XD
Maybe he was thinking "is that my papa?" =.=

I bought this because that was what I felt..
when I was eating it I felt like that too.. =.=

Bought this during the solo walk in Aeon..
Tease la tease..

We did a lot for the champion! =)

At Pasta Zanmai.. food okay..
I want to go Sushi Zanmai next time. :)

Frustrated too.

Itu Vincci's mirror for your beautiful feet,
and our ______ faces. =.=

Thanks a lot lot to ShuYi for lending the clarinet. =)
and Thanks to YingJi for busy composing the scores.

The finale, singing "He Lives In You". =)

Well, basically, I'm so having headache now that I couldn't nap. So afraid that I will fail all my subjects, and so stress with my study progress. AH.

Random.

2009-07-01T22:39:00.005+08:00

Miraculously I can blog a post at this hour.. from home. =)

7th June at Lavender, met Peiwen. =)
Yay~ meeting tha and sin soon! :)

Tuesday yang #$%^&*.. my dad woke me up, basically for NOTHING.
My eyes were not fully opened yet when I got up into my uncle's car..
"You're taking the report card.. why wake me up?"
"er.. eat breakfast."
"But I rather sleep.."
*silence*

Forgot what day but I was cleaning up my room, and somewhere else.. =)
Can see how dirty was the mirror..

Charcoal toothbrush~ :D

When it comes to watching series (soap opera), my sister and I will react in an abnormal manner. LOL.

If we see misunderstanding, like guyA misunderstand girlA because he did not finish listening what people were saying, we will say “He is stupid!!” =.=''

If I see a secret is revealed because personA was telling personB in a café but accidentally heard by personC, I will say they are stupiak as well, why don’t they use SMS right? XD

Thanks to my younger sister, now I remembered all literature stories we read for PMR. =.= Dolah is a bad student.. Mr Jamal is an obtuse teacher. :P Then there’s a what Bunga Telor what Bally shoe’s short story, after reading it to my sister, we concluded that it is an purposeless story. =_=''

So many H1N1 cases already..

Many mosquitoes are kissing people around lately..

I want to tell you, the holiday is ending soon. :P

I also want to tell you, I want to sleep soon. :D

I don't really know what I'm typing.. Zzzz..

June 29

2009-06-29T16:34:00.003+08:00

I am clearing my clothes for the Nth time. This is a happy thing to do because they'll all be neat then. But this is also a sad thing because I will say tata to shirts that I once can wear but not now, fat d~ =.=''

My mom says I am not allowed to buy more shirts already, because after one year I can buy in the States. =____= (macam within a year I don't need shirts like that..=.=) I don't care, I want new year shirts~ :P

I also want to slowly become a Charcoal products' fan. Charcoal bread, charcoal sponge, charcoal toothbrush (even have Au [Gold] and Silver one le..), charcoal noodles (I'd never forget someone ate the one I bought!! You ahh.. miss Kylie. =.=), charcoal cookies, charcoal (to enhance air quality), charcoal cotton bud (I saw this yesterday!!).. Maybe one day there'll be charcoal icecream and charcoal cake in the market? :D

Sorry that I did not turn up for the gathering.. =(

I enjoy the time I use to sleep these days. 10 hours le!! :D
Aiming for 12 hours tomorrow~~ =.=''
Well, I have to sleep more to cover those sleep debts, and foreseen sleep debts during Fall semester. :P

Mr Sky Wong, the head of IT Bureau, I need you to help me with my laptop, after reformat macam dah tak boleh type Chinese words. =(

I don't wanna take my sister's report card tomorrow le.. sounds funny. Daddy ada, mommy ada, but want the sister to take. =.=''

Popee popee my stuffs in Akasia are untouched. =/

Tank's new song 'Amen' is nice~ :)

Holiday = Happy! :)

Sunday~

2009-06-28T11:21:00.002+08:00

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM~

Yor.. worrying a bit bit on my rooming thing.. (don't curse, don't curse..=.=)

Watched Transformer II. Not bad, I was watching my brother when the robots were fighting.. XD

Oh popee popee, popee my uncle found a car my mom wants SOON!

Mama is hinting me that she wants to buy shirts. =.=''

She said she once pour water from a pail into the toilet bowl but... a shirt inside the pail also *magic* vanished into the toilet bowl. Haha.. =.=

Is the baby cicak I vacuumed still alive in the vacuum cleaner? =.=

The weather is hot wey... Huuuuu~

I am bersemangat today to clean up the house!! :D

=__=

2009-06-27T11:38:00.003+08:00

I have such a cute mom, why?

I woke up at 9 something and walked out from the room, she saw me and..

"EH?! I thought you went to college already?"
"*blur* Har? Today is what day?"
"Saturday."
"Saturday got class?"
"No ma, I thought you went back."
"Do you know I am having holiday for a week since yesterday?"
"No."
"=__________________________="

Can I go back and sleep again? *yawn~~*

*oh! tomorrow's her Birthday!*

Looooong update

2009-06-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

Friday - Saturday

Went to Cameron Highland with Sonia, Jason, Vinnie, Eejane, KaiJun, YingBin, Melanie, YoungHan, SiongYee, JunJun, YuChen and XueYuan. :D

Had a depressing night to enter my REM sleep on Saturday morning, thanks to the cikek game Angel & Demons. You all shouted too loud lo!! XD

It is really not that cold anymore, up there I meant. @.@

We kononnya visited the Robinson Falls (walked till half way and left). =____=

We also went to the kononnya Malaysia's largest indoor maze.. and successfully came out in erm, about 4 minutes? LOL.

Let's go~

Robinson Falls. Kononnya we had visited the fall already.
We just SAW the fall, didn't touch. =_=

Candid

Posing with Robinson.. Falls. =P

Group 2. lol.

Steamboat after walking around night market.

Photo session, ki hiao in restaurant. =.=

After finish eating :)
On a scandalous sofa. lol.

Day 2 in Rose garden. I like this place, full with healthy flowers. XD
Eejane and I.

Bersemangat!

Pose. While the wind is blowing. lol.

KFC apek in Rose garden. With full uniform. lol.

Reaching the top~

On the way to Sg Palas tea factory.
=)

And I invented a standing sleeping position. =_=''

small enough!
Ne ne ne ne bu bu~

Sunday

Mama : *looking at me from the door, with a you-owe-me look* Now, what are you busying with again?
Me : Tests! TWO tests le.. *innocent*
Mama : *expression changed in a second, now with an ohhh look* Still got test?
Me : Yeeeee.. your face changes so fast yerrr, suspect me leh?
Mama : *smile, shyly; and walked away*

HAHAHAA~ =.=

I am now a serious (lol..) lover of Fruity Cakes!! Even though it is not that famous and there's only ONE Fruity shop in Chiliung (at Klang i meant), I like it!! It is so better than Secret Recipe's, maybe exclude the cheese cakes, which I shall try and judge soon. :P

Monday

I snoozed on Klang's bed for AN HOUR. =_=

I slept in the bus on the way back to Akasia.. @_@

My eyes are so sore while typing this. V.V
But, I can't let myself sleep! T.T

Headache.

Tuesday

Snoozed for another hour.
Dead.

Fetched my mom to Pasar malam, but ended up feeling scared staying in the car alone while waiting for her. =.=''

Did some UPSR maths, thanks to my younger brother.
How great if Calculus 2 is that easy. *slap*

Was craving for sushi..
and waiting for my mom's Birthday.. ahem, birthday cake. :P

Wednesday

My alarm did NOT ring!! So again I was rushing..

Said MERDEKA! to Microeconomics. =)
Now there shall be no more demand for us to supply time and strength (opportunity costs - implicit) for Econs. In the LR, we should be able to understand and apply economics more. :P

Again, feels like eating sushi ahh..
Thought of buying all those materials and ingredients and play sushi-making at home, but em.. okay I am waiting for $. :P

Tata to Eejane, make sure you come back for the concerto! I will smuggle you in no matter what. :P You are one of my best gossip-able friend, hehe!
Tata to Jamie, next year if we meet in the States, we go shopping at organic shop. :P Then we will sama-sama bully eejane again. :)

Thursday

I want to watch Transformer II wey.. Jio me!! Sonia jio-ed me, but.. I missed it~ Jio me again eh people~

Yeah~ going to meet up with Sovitha soon!~ :D

Saying tata to Psychology in Intec~
Should be taking sociology next summer.. :)

Was so so very amat sangat sungguh feichang frustrated with the last assignment. =(

Stayed in the library with __ Jun and Jun Jun (deliberately did this for the 'Jun' effect. Haha!) until 9p.m. = my new record. =.=''

I want sushi.....................

emo. =_=

Friday

Happee Holiday!

*curse* got a prank call from don't know who, a girl was crying and said something like "I got kidnapped... save me". I was terribly stupidly scared and afraid! =(

Well, it did teach me that we should really, really, and really appreciate everyone around. *end of curse*

I ter-vacuumed a baby lizard......... I saw it for half of a second, and then *magic* it vanished! I hope it is feeding himself on anything I vacuumed in. Don't die~ =.=

Bought an Oreo cheese tart, happy die.
Ate Tiramisu cake again. =)
Like whipping cream. @.@

Can't watch Transformer 2 tomorrow, sad but won't die.

Lots to do in this coming week, omg. One week is not enough. Ah.

=/

2009-06-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

My brain is dried out today. @.@

I was supposed to study right??

Became my dad FOC helper by sending him to pick up a client's car.. no, TWO clients' cars.. =/
Cleaned the house.. ironed the clothes.. fixed the home PC (which was in semi-coma due to a blackout =.=).. dead..

Had pathetic meals whole day: oat - white rice + egg - oat - oat.. >.=

Time didn't wait for me and just fly away, leaving me staring at the showing-already-evening clock face. And I am anxious, inwardly, very scared. If dateline is a living thing, I would scheme to kill it. =.=''

I need everything to run on the right lane. I favor perfectionism, but not on judging humans.

Sorry to those who kept receiving my bothersome sms about the trip.
Sorry to Mel, I think we will be submitting the assignment right on time before the sem ends.

It was funny to see that name there.. :P
Yea you're famous enough d. =.=

Hello~

2009-06-18T13:14:00.008+08:00

I miss tiramisu.. Because I can taste nice coffee without needing to drink it. hehe~

ADFP Night
*A Night To Remember*
Banyak photo courtesy of Mel's camera. hehe.

Well, I did remember how sleepy I was, how I looked like a piece of white paper (blame the period =.=), how bland the vegetable was, how crazy we were, how much laughter we got, how rushy we were in 516, how funny it was to shoot the video...
I remember it was great. :D

YingJi - Me - Mel - SiongYee

=)

Chloe - SC - Mel - me
YB

Us and JunJun.

My ''daughter'' and I.
lol.

EEjane and I.
Eejane, I will definitely miss you a lot!!! =/

Big family~ hehe

Model posing lady - Sonia. =)

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Now I realized the hairstylist cut too much of my fringe again.
Short!! =.=
Sabar, my hair will grow.. >_<''

Today I learned to drive alone without passenger, scary, but I learned~ Yay!! =.=
I am really abnormal lately, 7 hours of sleep couldn't satisfy my sleeping need. Why har?
I like to drink soya lately. A lot.
I like chocolate, still..
If i can drink yogurt with oat every morning I will be so happy. (should get a mini refrigerator to akasia.. muahahahaa!)
I need to rest wey..
But I don't have enough time now.. @.@

Till then, will blog more during sem break, I think. :P

<3

Ta daaaaaah!~

2009-06-10T20:00:00.004+08:00

One morning in Akasia..

Ta daaaah~~~

No surprise. I was just ta dah-ing for fun. =.=

Summer semester is getting not that summer lately. And I started hating days which only have ONE lecture and.. that's it~

Nevermind.. sabar sabar. Soon Ms kylie will get a brand new Viva and Mrs mom will get a second hand car and.. Kelisa yang pity itu will be abused by me. :)

Forgot to eat the chocolate that I took out from the refrigerator at home (Klang).. swt. Now I have to wait until tomorrow evening.

Now I can't choose what to be done first before another. @.@ Study for Psychology or Psychology assignment or Study for econs or econs assignment or do the dream analysis thing or brainstorm for the coming chinese public speaking? >.<

I asked my brother to receive and thus sign the Dell printer ink from the deliveryman. He blamed me afterwards because
a) He was nervous and scared
b) He wrote his IC number wrongly.
c) He said his first writing his own IC number has been given to Dell. =.=
d) Haha..
Good. Now he had learned something. I am such a good sister. :P

One evening at Klang..

Before they can trust you, you have to trust yourself.
Thank you for doing what you are doing.

Glad

2009-06-06T08:57:00.004+08:00

My brother passed me a bookmark yesterday, written some lines that Melanie sure likes. lol.

Have FAITH in what you do.
Have FAITH in what you think.
Have FAITH in what you say.
Have FAITH with what you love.
FAITH makes all things possible.

Really?? I have FAITH in Monday Paychology test, get full mark, possible? Haha.. Impossible. =.=

Somehow I am feeling damn thankful lately.
Glad that I managed to learn so many things in life (sounds like I am dying soon);
glad that my brain is functioning well and is upgrading (hopefully lol);
glad that friends around me are always able to make me laugh;
glad that I have $ to spend (i do spend wisely);
glad that people care of what's with me (i never think i deserve any);
glad that I told the truth (i am much braver leh~~);
glad that I knew the truth (which was funny);
even glad that I am glad.

Like weekends! Can get food without needing to think that much. lol.

Remind me to rush all current semester's assignments after Monday. @.@

Remind me to sleep more! I keep waking up early/earlier than the alarm I set, which is a bad news for me. =(

Remind me to fill myself with plenty of water. I sensed tad of sickness.

Remind me to.. what else?

Pagi people! (Do imagine this is the first line you read. tq.)

=)

2009-06-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

I know my blog has sort of filled with fungi already. :P

Because, I am.. lazy?
I am sleepy most of the time. :O

Wake up around at 6a.m. almost every day. Mesti ada something to do one. If not need to travel here and there so have to sacrifice the Zzzz.... Or i should say my biological clock is set already.

Relay For Life 2009 was fun. Being a volunteer was even great I think. Can lose 1kg. Can sweat till dry. Can get close to cancer patients. Can talk to Canadian (lol..). Can sell drinks. Can sell kuih (well you know I still think that aunty selling the kuihs was ahem, not that kind. Because she asked volunteers to help her while she was supposed to do those thing by herself. And of course, my impression fixed when she intentionally walk to me and tell me "Aiyo you should come and help me at my stall la~" She is more lazy than I am. =_='')

Luminaria session, part of it.
Love shape formed by candles.
Warm night. =)

Walk walk walk~

Some volunteers from Intec!

Parade thing..

Too many things happened.
In short, lol. :P

Being with friends really does cheer me up. :) :)

Love my parents. Love mom more. XD

Now I know why driving is boring.

Psychology test on Monday, what have I done? Almost nothing. =.=''

What?

2009-05-27T21:51:00.005+08:00

Done with Economics test. Not easy. =|

Done with the foundation of the song 'bulatan of life'. lol.

How good if I can be as direct as that, talk straight and without hesitation. Ok maybe I should not and do not want to be.

My voice changed after every practices. Lol. It is like having a new throat. haha.

I just ate cake! er.. my sister's birthday cake. haha. I was very happy eating the cream~ felt like botakkan the cake by just eating the cream. =.=

I don't know what else to type.

=.=''

I need a car.

Will be sending my sister and brother to school tomorrow at 630am. =__=

I am still lazy. =)

I hope someone who doesn't know me, and who will only meet me but never know me, will sit beside me, and listen to me. I will tell him/her secrets, my secrets. lol.

Will be enjoying June before the maybe *@#$%^& Fall semester.

I don't know why I got this message in FB/ what it is telling me/ who is that person who sent it. But according to his profile, he is a psychology senior lecturer, from.. Australia?

Funny Feeling

2009-05-24T09:38:00.006+08:00

Friday

My body level of serotonin and melatonin has got confused these days. I am super sleepy during the day and quite active after evening. =.=

My sister and I went to Midvalley megamall today. We took the funny KTM, which wasted so much of our time waiting and squeezing in the crowd. From Klang station, I heard the announcement “..anda dilarang merogol di train”, which was supposed to be merokok of course. I am sorry.. =.= There were many kinds of smell in the train: incense scent, various brands of perfume, burnt smell, smell of the big drain somewhere in Klang, smell of the cushion of the seats which had been seated by thousands of passengers etc…

We happily ate a durian pancake! Which is smaller than my handphone. lol. Then we had lunner/dunch at Paddington. =) I don’t know if I should be proud of myself, gained 1kg and still having mood to consume lots of food.

On the way back to KL Sentral, ha ha ha.. the train was so, so, so, so, too, so, very, sangat, amat, sungguh, so so so packed that the only space we had was the space to fill our body size. That is, how big/small your body size is = how big/small space you get. My sister pulled me into the train when the violent force started. One of my leg was at first hung outside the train while my body was already in the train, and funnily, I had a thought “how if my sandal just fall outside?!” lol.

And, in fact, I lost my first hug-from-the-back to a stranger on our way back to KL Sentral. Why? People were squeezed until I could barely breathe, and one guy ter-di-squeezed towards my back and my back literally adhered to his chest for the few minutes journey. And I only realized that when he moved his leg sideway, because every movement of him was felt by me. =.= What was my reaction? I asked my sister “我后面的是什么人?” = “Who is behind me?” And she answered “A Chinese (which she later said he is quite a handsome guy. hahhaaa!).” Lol. I am not a racist, but that was the only question I could think of. lol.

Lesson of the day: I cannot travel by KTM with no companion, I will definitely sleep until the next day. =)

Feeling of the day: KTM is funny, but I hate it; traffic jam is better, less bacteria. “p

Paddington

We left the middle one.. to..

haha~

I am so lazy lately.. =|

=)

2009-05-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

I. Am. Finally. Living. A. Busy. Aka. Normal. Life! :D

Kind of happy~
Because I won't have time to think aimlessly,
because I won't have time to emo already.

But, I just realized that I can fail my Thursday test by still not doing anything on the textbook. O.o

OMG.

Never mind. I have just learned that being frustrated and stressed is somehow better than feeling bored.

People, viva la vida! =)

Starbucks again.

2009-05-15T19:16:00.003+08:00

I am sitting in the very not covered Starbucks at Bukit Raja Jusco. lol..

I almost killed myself for the prolixity of Cambodia economics thingy.. pages.. whatever they are called.

I suddenly find out that, despite the flow, the paces, the music, the talking, the little noises which added up to many dissonances, I have been concentrating on this screen for. 2 hours. =)

I hate spending here but I have no choice. swt..

I saw someone, and his girl on Thursday, while waiting for my sister to pick me up. OMG, I thought. I almost could not recognize him, after er.. just half year I think. That guy changed so much.. physically. lol.

My emotions are benumbed these days. I don't really care if things are going to remain unaltered. I am too used to this.

My mom said the sayurs I cooked today tasted like those for patients.
Well, that's what I prefer, good for health! :P

People passing by and glancing at me, their eyes tell me I am alone, and sometimes invisible.

I am so not perfect, but I don't care. swt.

Adios~ I want to get up and WALK. (Mel, see? I like walking le.. at nice places. haha.)

Can you make me smile every day?

Bra Booking

2009-05-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

Next, we will feel baked if the sun is still that semangat.

I was thinking if I should get a memory pillow or a Ginkgo filled pillow (which will make everything smells Ginkgo-ish).

Yesterday I finally went to a pasar malam in Klang after... months I did not go to any pasar malam.

I woke up early again on day I don't need to, 6 am. =.=

I wonder when is the time I can completely stop having running nose in the morning.

It rains today!! For 10 minutes.. =_______=''

Yeah~ we bought 4 Windsir pillows today. We reached there at 930am. thought it was quite early, but people were already queuing up for stuffs. Who cares.. got my pillows finally.

Saw my uncle and aunt. They were buying blanket.

When my sister and I went to the clothes department. AGh, we already have to queue up to use the fitting rooms. But it was better compared to my last shop on a Jcard Day, I had to wait for about 1 hour just to enter a fitting room. =.=

I got into the fitting room four times today. :P

Let me tell you, in Klang, on Jcard members' Day, people living in Klang seem do no need to work.

When will you see so many people hunting for bra? Jcard members' Day.

Even dayssss before that day, people will spend their time testing as many clothes as they can, find the one they want and ask the salesperson to keep.. so that they can buy with discount on Jcard members' Day, without needing to queue like hell..

Above are.. ''packages'' of bra ''booked'' by the buyers. Each big bag indicates an alphabet (which I supposed is the buyers' name), with numbers. lol. Nah, you won't be able to find my name there.

If you are asking why all the photos are around the inner department, let me tell you: I was using the fitting room of that department, because fewer people go there... hahaha~ =.=

Waiting patiently. =p

Thank you for trusting me. =)

Crap

2009-05-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

Find me tomorrow in Aeon helping my mom and sister and probably myself getting new pillows~

I don't enjoy psychology lectures lately.. it starts right at the time I feel sleepy.

I can concentrate better in Economics lecture at Dewan Beringin, can we just shift there?

Within 3 hours, the TV shows more than 6 times of that Dutch Lady TTratio Advance milk powder advertisement.. I am persuaded, can I drink? =_=

I am trying to look happy. =)

The weather is cooking us. When is the rain going to fall?

I don't feel like talking to you. How i hope things can be understood without being told.

When i think of buying Cadbury chocolates at Centro mall this weekend, I hesitated. Later the sun will melt all of them. V.v

512 - let us not forget the Sichuan earthquake, the victims, their families and homes.

Apples

2009-05-10T10:23:00.004+08:00

Chinese, no, I should say Buddhist, would buy fruits and stuffs to serve our own pantheon of gods (or whatever you want to call them in English) on the first and fifteenth day, according to (I think is) the lunar month calendar. When it comes to celebration like Wesak and CNY and so on, they normally fall on those days.

Then, my parents will of course buy fruits, mostly apples. Wesak is tomorrow (so my now is Friday), counting apples I already had in my rooms, some in Akasia, there are twelve. This morning my mom bought another twenty-four, which were supposed to be used tomorrow morning, for the worship. BUT, thanks to my father irruption of.. I don’t know, something like female’s PMS, all the apples were passed to me. I am eating one.

He called my mom this morning, after failing to find a letter, which was hidden, but not really. My mom came back, and I was just like a plant (alive, only scientifically), after underwent ‘audiolysis’ with what my dad had shouted to the call and went out, I also absorbed my mom’s questioning and some scolding-to-the-air monologues (the carbon dioxide) in the afternoon. So, to retaliate, she asked me to take all the apples, and “let him go and buy himself!” Just now I was thinking about all the thirty-six apples, hoping that they can stay fresh longer so that none will be wasted. Oh god. 3 apples per day will do. lol.

***

I started to forget how many times I had been on the driving seat. It would be a happy one if there wasn’t traffic jam. But, living in Klang, sadly to say traffic jam = everyday happening. I would thank my father in the future, not now, for kept giving me surprises: I walked to the left side (from inside the car) of the car and found him sitting there already, so I had to walk to the right side and start the recurring exercise of my right foot.

What to do. Now my family has transport deficiency syndrome (TDS). This syndrome was first ~~caused~~ diagnosed by me, who found it often frustrating when we want to decide who to fetch who, and at what time and where. The symptoms for TDS are: even frustrated drivers (in which we only have two in Klang, one unreachable in Kampar, one not fully developed (yet) in Klang/Shah Alam); sacrificed passengers, mainly us, because we get free ride and so priority is on those students & workers who pay (my parents fetch them); starved children, normally happen on my younger siblings and I because when we want to get food, there is nothing in the kitchen inside, and nothing even a bike outside; forgotten child, my dad forgets to pick my brother once fro tuition, he cried. Hence now I have to have enough practice.. =.= We are still waiting for the cure for TDS, which I think will heal us only after some months.

So, you can imagine this: when we want to share a vehicle, like A send B to place X so that A can go to place Y with C and later pick B back to Z(home) together, we will end up giving up the plan.

***

In some ways I see my father’s shadow in the character Lefty in the book “Middlesex”. (and hey~ the Middlesex part starts in the Middle of the book also! =.= Thank you Charis, the book made me laugh alone in my house, sometimes. haha.) Both are possible rich people (if they intended to be) but both ended up having a ~~really not~~ not really meaningful or dignifying life through a similar pathway: gambling. And then both of their wives got desperate but still somehow care in some ways towards their husbands. I would never (for now, maybe someday I will, maybe) look up to people who take a chance for money. I don’t believe in chances, I believe in causes. You do this, and so you get that. You flip a coin, you fool yourself.

***

Oh, yes. Spring result was out on Thursday. Um, it was better than what I had expected. But, again, I am aiming for a better one. =) Although I do not know for what and whom I do that for. You will say for me myself, my future. I don’t see that very true though. But today (Saturday) when my brother asked me what am I getting for mom on Mother’s Day tomorrow, my mom said “study well and that’ll be a present.” I felt discharged for a moment, and smiled. Hehe~

***

I dreamed. That was amazing, for me. Because I thought I was always too tired and therefore, I can’t/don’t dream. I knew I was wrong when the lecturer told us about the 5 sleeping cycles.. about we did not try to remember our dreams and therefore forget them.. I dreamed about person I do not want to remember, and also person I want to see. Always the person I want to forget will appear in the last cycle of my sleeping (and hence the last dream), just right before I officially wake up, which seemed so intentional that I can’t forget it and I can’t snooze anymore. I don’t hate the person; I just want to get rid of it.

***

Next:

a) Research the economics of Cambodia. I sort of have a rough image already.. but I am sort of lost in it also. =.=
b) Psychology tests evaluation: we are on our way, just started.. LOL
c) IE..

***

I wanted to make a call, or at least send a short message. But I pressed the red button and, that was it.
Sometimes, I feel unwanted.
swt.

Happy Wesak Day to you!

Happy Mother's Day to all mommy!! :)

Nah..

2009-05-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

The latest video from Somalia's al Qaeda-backed Al-Shabaab wing is as slickly produced as a reality TV show but with a startling message -- complete with a hip-hop jihad vibe.- CNN.com

I hope my dad is the one who operates Nestle company. Then I can have free honeystar every day. =.=''

I am going to flip some pages of Living Psychology tomorrow, I think.
MUST fill myself with more knowledge eiii..!!

My brother did not even notice that I HAVE gotten a haircut until I told him. =__=
Holding and hugging that piggie ~~ball~~ pillow is so somnific/soporific/hypnagogic..lol

Meaningless

2009-05-05T20:21:00.001+08:00

I drove back home. This time, somehow, so much faster, almost in the speed my parents used to drive me. Extreme dullness enhances driving capability?? Fallacy occurred. Haha.

Followed my mom out to recognize the route to the place my brother goes for tuition classes.

I was asking him,
“You’ve tuition every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday??”
“Ya,” with some hope that I would be fetching him (my dad forgot to pick him once. swt),
“Haha! I only have classes on these days! :P ”

The weather: I don’t really understand.
I can sleep soundly in my room at Klang with only the same kind of fan used in Akasia, low speed. But in Akasia, I can’t sleep even with the fan switched on to the maximum speed.

Can’t imagine if the weather is still this hot in Fall semester.
Akasia, for me, is half a desert.

We are going to have many replacement lectures soon.
So far, 11 hours of lectures are known to be canceled and are going to be replaced. =.=

I am trying to be efficient, like what mentioned in Econs today. LOL.
But.. blame the weather! hmph.

First class of Psychology provokes some responses from the cognitive part of me. =.=
Good stimulation. I have to be more prepared for coming days, weeks, months, years..

Oh yahh, got myself a haircut today. For fun. Or to satisfy the weather. Or maybe, for nothing.
Greeted by some lecturing from the barber after 15 minutes of hair cutting: because your hair.. so this… here should be longer.. so that.. Well, I didn’t seem to perceive anything from him. Then he continued trimming..

The fact that I managed to post so many meaningless posts (when did I post up meaningful stuffs anyway? Haha!) lately is because..

I am sleepy again.

Group B?

2009-05-04T21:43:00.004+08:00

Now.

I remember something. One thing.

Why la we don't have a class name for this semester?!?! O.o

"What class you are in?"
"er.. Group B"

>.<''

Maybe. GB, Gigabyte, Great Britain (=.=), like.. GayBoy. Then the other group, Group A, will become GA, Gallium.. or Georgia State.

Group Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeatrice. Haha!

Fellow GroupBians. =_________________=

Nothing sounds right.

So, I am in Group B. Duh.

Summer Sem - Day 1

2009-05-04T19:39:00.004+08:00

Weird summer sem.

2 subjects: Psychology and Economics.

Breathtakingly boring day.

Terrible mood swing. Okay > Blue > Depressed > Okay > Blue > Okay

Ever-changing dopiness: sleepy all the time except the time when I am on a bed. (=.=)
Am I sick? I don't think i am having fever, because the weather is having it.

One class canceled on the second day. =.=''

Frustrated by the coming empty Wednesdays.

Delighted with the fact that coming Fridays I'll be at home.

Planned to stay in the library for every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday, 12-2pm, only for this semester. :P

Can something interesting appear/happen to cheer me up?

Planning to go to Titi Eco Farm (organic farm!! :D) VERY soon.
Oh sis, kuai dian holiday!!

I need more things to occupy my day time, especially when global warming is on.

Study room is :)
only because of the air conditioner.
Can i get one for the room we are sleeping in? =.=

By comparing today to Spring semester. Omg. Today is #$%^&*.
I knew I can't stand having too much free time. I need to be engaged in some works. Anything.

How are you today?
I am dead.

I want to know my Spring sem result! Ishh.

Kanching Waterfall :)

2009-05-02T09:47:00.008+08:00

2009 Labor Day,

went to Hutan Lipur Kanching with my uncle's family.
I asked for this, well.. i told you i need nature. :P

On the way to Kanching waterfall~

Let's start walking~
I love walking. hehe~

Then we have to walk a long way up.
There are a total of 7 waterfalls in it, and the journey gets steeper and steeper.
The fun part is to really get dirty, holding the roots, cut by leaves.. :)

I was in harmony with the green. LOL.

This is the first waterfall area, people who are lazy to keep climbing will stop here.

We walked 25+ minutes and reached the 3rd waterfall. :)
Then, we 'own' that place temporarily~
That water was so so so so cold.
But by kept thinking about Klang and Shah Alam's hot weather, you will feel great soaking yourself in that cold water. lol.
Then we had water-massage. Like free Osim.. haha.
Nice place. Fresh air.

One of the artwork guys can make.

sister - cousin - brother

My uncle, trying to get baby prawns. swt.

He is very, very fair because he likes staying indoor, which is why I always scold him. =.=
I am fed up already anyway. So i thought of using the whatever that called way, to let him feel a sense of guilt: ask him to STAY INDOOR! =.=''

Meet my handsome cousin: Ming Zhang. :D

Sexy cousin: Ming He
He can walk through the woods alone, never scared.
But his EQ is low, he was steamed that day because his father/my uncle pushed his head into the water (for fun) =.=
So i tried to comfort him and he smiled and took photo with me. HAHA.. =.=''

Smart cousin: Ming Feng
Twin of Ming He. His EQ and IQ are both better than Ming He. lol.

After 2 hours of fun, we walked down the hill.
Well you know, people go to places and got all sorts of souvenirs, I got mine also at Kanching!
It was so memorable that I don't think I can stay away of it,
it is also very valuable,
and you can't get the same one at anywhere on earth!
Guess what it is?
*
*
*
*
*
*

Wound. HAHHAHAA!
And I still remember about yesterday trip, because the left part of me hasn't stopped aching because I fell down.
=_=

I have a stupid wish before going there: get some rays from the sun so that I can get a little bit darker. Well, the conclusion is: Failed. lol.

=)

2009-04-30T21:32:00.005+08:00

Geez. We are at the end of the er.. so called semester break which only last for one week. But, ya I know we should have a feeling of thankfulness, because:

a) We HAD break and nice sleep

b) We don't have BTN YET. =.=

c) We enjoyed :D

d) What else?

I used part of this break to mull over certain happenings in my life. Good one. Now I realized it has been long since I last thought deeply. Tomorrow I'm going to continue that at Kanching waterfall. =) I need nature~

So.. Selamat kembali all those seniors and friends who are done with BTN~ Go and sleep before Summer sem~~ And I shall try to forget about bee tee ann first until it is time. =_=

Someone in Malacca actually googled my full name. @.@ Who are you?? =.=

ADFP 15. Revive yourself for Summer semester!! :D

I want more activities!! (siao..)

Owh. Spring results shall be out tomorrow or on Saturday/Sunday. *deeeeeeeep breath*

Accidentally ate too much honey star today. =.=''

Good night! :)

Tuesday

2009-04-28T12:56:00.010+08:00

I went to fly and watch kite on last Saturday and Sunday..
I told someone that was my first time to fly kite, then the someone said because I am a city girl. Well, I played guli when I was small okay. Not barbie dolls.
Lesson of the day: Neck turned sore after that. =.=''

With cousins' family.

The sky on Sunday

Saturday's.

Interaction with nature. swt.

A lot of kites.

That snake kite over there, tak dapat fly eventually. lol.

Children are excited.

My cousin and sister.

I used few hours to iron and lipat all of these.
Then I realized I have more shirts in Akasia. haha! =.=

Yeah~

Holiday has been good. I sleep more from day to day. This is good! I want to pay back all sleep debts. These days, i bought breakfast for sister and brother and cook their lunch. The bitterguard + egg was VERY edible. HAHA!!

Selain itu, I ~~did my sister homework~~ helped my sister with her PMR maths.

And I am patiently waiting for Spring semester result - a.k.a my sure has dropped CGPA - (o.o) and Summer semester's timetable.

I worried more on the latter. LOL. Because, I want to go for vacation with my sister!!!

Well, it would be great if we don't have class on Monday and Friday (hahahhaa... as if this is possible.. duh)

Researching for universities has been meng-headache-kan. I need help. Hm.

To my dearest sister, don't complain banyak-banyak. Later you have THREE weeks holiday le!!

~~Finding the answer. Do we exist as we?~~
Bye bye butterflies~ I am happy with what had happened. :P

Detoxify

2009-04-25T11:50:00.006+08:00

Do you know what is UMF?
UMF = Unique Manuka Factor
Something found only in Manuka Honey
That's why when you buy honey and you see MANUKA, you will notice UMF ___ (a number). the bigger the number, the better.
UMF = ability to kill bad bacteria, "assisting the natural healing of skin ulcers, wounds, burns, boils, cracked skin" (thehoneyfarm.com.au)
In short, good for you digestive system and integumentary system (skin).

Green Barley!
You order a cup of barley, what color it is? White/clear.
Green barley is different.
"Unlike most plants, barley grass provides all nine essential amino acids (those which your body can't produce)." (healingcancernaturally.com)
It provides almost everything you body needs.
It helps killing cancer cells - a very powerful antioxidant.
Some scientists exposed cancer cells to green barley extract, the cells was killed, and in some cases, the growth was inhibited.
Available in pills and powder.

One week to detoxify.
Wanna join? :P

***
I am proud with myself. I vacuumed the house today, I did laundry (helped by the washing machine.lol) almost all of my shirts was thrown into the machine, well need to kill the germ and bacteria.. I cleaned up the room..
And later or tomorrow I will help washing the cars. =)

Flew the kite~ Watched kitessss. =)