I want to sleep! =.=

Heard this song this morning and I found its lyric makes sense on myself. lol.

Alanis Morissette - Hand In My Pocket lyrics

I'm broke but I'm happy - yeah, what to do
I'm poor but I'm kind  - definitely. lol
I'm short but I'm healthy - yeah yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded - sort of
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed - which means insane =.=
I'm lost but I'm hopeful - of course

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five =)

I feel drunk but I'm sober - somewhat..
I'm young and I'm underpaid - YEAH! =_=
I'm tired but I'm working - SO TRUE!
I care but I'm worthless - that's why no one wants me. swt
I'm here but I'm really gone - always
I'm wrong and I'm sorry - i wanna be right..

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette - i don't smoke. 

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign ^^V

I'm free but I'm focused - not at all. i cost a lot. and i can't focus.
I'm green but I'm wise - YES. should tell my parents this.
I'm shy but I'm friendly - er..
I'm sad but I'm laughing - so often
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit - $%^&*.. how to be both?
I'm sick but I'm pretty - i'd never agree on this.

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Alright.

em.. I have been working at TGV Aeon since Christmas eve. So far so tired. =.= I wanted to find replacement for myself for today's, but.. I COULDN'T find anyone!! SO.. sob. The formula of my humdrum is : wake up - bath - work - sleep, with fruit juice and biscuits in the morning and breads (i don't understand why everytime i eat at the booth people will come to buy number. =.=) until I hit the sack. 

Yesterday was a little bit okay. I was so happy that we sold 56 simpacks and could even off an hour earlier. But i was so ____ that my sisters were happying spending. =.= 

rushing out!! tata!